Veronicas-Addict

2007-02-09T03:19:00.000-08:00

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
What does your handwriting say about YOU?

Alright. So...i have... no life. I think i accidentally offended someone i really really don't want to offend. Not because of fear that this person's gang might come after me no, but more towards the fact that i might pass off as a psycho,maniacal serial type obsessive stalker, pervert and what not. Oh, i'm not racist i realised...but i'm rather sexist. SEXIST. No. Yes, no. I don't know. I've hardly talked to any guys in my class except for Joash and Potato. Since they're so irritating. Why? i can't be bothered to i guess. pfffth. I have to change thins bad habit.

New year's coming. Why am i not excited?

Resolution For The New Year.

Get rid of my 'attitude'. I'm not "AH LIAN"
Lose weight, become anorexic. no thanks. Just losing weight will do.
I'm not emo. Get rid of "emo-ness"
Save up some moo-lah. So when i grow old and have no teeth i still have my money.
Manage to find a tattoo parlor that'll tattoo the word "GAY" inside my lips.
Find a way to rid my face of it's pimples..and fats.
Braces. Cause i so seriously need them.
Say no to Singlish
Get a new hairstyle...after i lose weight.
realize that i'm stupid,and do something about it.
Find out what makes cool people cool, and how they're really uncool.
>Read. Read. Read.Real books, not those 3 sentences in a page books.

Let's pray, for the love of god, that my computer will turn on tomorrow. Going out with Jo and Eggy tomorrow. How fun! <3

I hope this does not catch on
as a trend.
>RAWR<

2007-02-01T02:24:00.000-08:00

I feel guilty. I feel very guilty. I'm an asshole. And i suck at being an ass hole. I can't even be an asshole without screwing up. I'm a failure. I'm a complete failure. Like i didn't figure that out already. I'm a pathetic fool, who drowns herself in self pity everyday. I criticize others for being self-centered, while here i am, doing the exact same thing. Furthermore, i'm a stinking liar, a poser, a bitch, an asshole, a fat pig. And now i feel guilty.

I am in a bad mood, no, i'm feeling moody. PMS? i doubt so. Well, i'm going to do something about it. Bye.

No mood for nonsense.
>RAWR<

2007-01-29T02:04:00.000-08:00

Think that the idea of crazy, noisy, irritating and LOUD can be categorized under "Janine Lim"? THINK AGAIN. Like, never once, have i met anyone, anyone at all...that is as noisy, irritating and loud as someone stupid like me. UNTIL, i met the girls from 2/8 (2007). Not all of them no, just a small handful. There's one that talks non-stop...like the world would stop revolving round it's axis the moment she stops....and there's are few others that find my face very funny...and can't help but laugh. Oh, there's one case like that in 2/2 as well. Ah, tiresome day today. Early in the morning, i got a tongue-lashing from my mama. Went to school, bored out of my wits...and someone commented that ex-1/1s are introverts. Perverts, maybe. INTROVERTS?!? NO FUCKING WAY! At least...majority of ex 1/1s aren't.

UM..i'm tired. Like...beyond tired. I could drop dead right now. But no. I still have to conquer the world.

This is the end.
This unhealthy,
indecent obsession
should,
and MUST stop.
Bye bye.
>RAWR<

2007-01-27T03:27:00.000-08:00

Finally, my computer turned on. LIKE FINALLY. I almost died.DIED. Because of my computer.... and some other things...That you should not know of....and i should not be obsessing over. It's unhealthy, wrong, GAY, wrong...did i mention unhealthy? DOY~ So many things have happened in the past few days that my computer could not turn on....that it'll be to long for any human or GOD to write it down...or blog for that matter. Well, to sum it all up, Life's as terrible as it has always been, i'm pissed with the world, the wrold's pissed with me. One day, i swear i'll do something about this fucked up world....Probably when i conquer the world. YES, i still want to conquer the world. Kamini hooked on to GAKUEN ALICE....an anime that i told her to watch a LONG LONG LOOOONG time ago. But no! She had to watch it only now, when i don't watch it anymore...and tell me the whole anime plot over again. Oh well, that's what friends are for aye? haha. =]

I am going to quit CG,
I am going to quit CG.
I swear i'm going to. Why? fucking bald instructor called my a fucking fool. Not that i mind, BUT, it wasn't my fault! Meh, not going to elaborate...lest i embarrass myself...like i already did. Oh fuck it.
Um, i hate my new class....No, i don't...I'm NEUTRAL fuck it. No kamini, you're not NEUTRAL-ER than me. No one is.

I'm hungry,
I'm dirty.
I'm losing my mind.
EVERY THING'S FINE.
>RAWR<

2007-01-15T02:07:00.000-08:00

I'll update some other day. I have homework to do.

YES, Janine Lim does homework. New year, new change.

I'm a loser,
I'ma Loser.
Please do not pity me.
I'm not worthy~
>RAWR<

2007-01-09T23:48:00.000-08:00

"My blog is DYING!!! My blog is DYING!!!" so as stated by the 'oh-so-funny' Kamini D/O Mani Maran. Well, my blog was never alive in the first place. Alright, today's post is [probably] going to be long and boring. So, sit back and relax...or just click on the back button at the top of you browser...or hit backspace. IF your really so pissed about my horrendous blog post, don't hesitate to close your browser so as to prevent yourself from anymore of this indecent blog post.

[TO BE CONTINUED]

I'm sorry, it's just that i'm very lazy. I haven't bathe yet and i stink. WHAT'S MORE, i have to bring my fugly instrument to school tomorrow....and bring it back again...only to bring it to school the next day. OH POOP.

To have self confidence is one thing.
To be shameless is another.
Thank GOD i have completely no self-confidence at all.
Therefore, i will never be shameless.
Yes, this is harsh.
But sacrifices must be made in order to...
*something something*
>RAWR<

2007-01-04T23:45:00.000-08:00

YUM. Nectarines taste delicious! Just had three...and the pulp's all stuck in between my teeth.Then, i tried finding a toothpick. Not the wooden ones no, but those plastic ones that look all nice and shiny. But alas, i only have the wooden ones,which,not to mention, got the pulp out quite nicely...but the toothpick broke and got stuck there instead. LIKE WOW. How convenient.

Anyway, i motherfukingly hate,despise,detest and dislike BEN. Or whatever his name is. Though i'm in no position to judge him, seeing that i've never met him, but i have never heard of anyone that makes a girl wait for sooo long, then decide not to turn up. Yes Pei Swen, i feel your pain. HAHA.

UM. Last day of school....for the week. OH WELL. After only 3 days of exposure to Coral Secondary, i really dread going back. WHY? it's a total and complete waste of my time. And my time is not to be wasted...Cause i need to think of a diabolical plan to rule the Earth/World. BWAH HAHA HAH HAHA.

Do you find my writing/typing weird today? Well, i do... and i have no idea why. Must be something i ate aye?

Everyone around you is cheating you of something.
So,why make it worse and cheat yourself?
No one can make you do something you don't wanna do except you.
Keep that thought in mind and you'll be untouchable.
>RAWR<

2007-01-02T23:14:00.000-08:00

So, first day of school and the teacher wants to see me after class. Like....SCORE? Sheesh. First day of school, the school was noisy like always, not to mention it's currently being populated by "a NEW batch of idiots", mainly speaking, the sec ones. BUT NO, don't get me wrong. I don't discriminate or whatever. The above stated quote is quoted from Kamini, who quoted it from her sister. Oh, what did the teacher want to see me for? What else? Attire, hair and attitude. First, attire, um...quite okay i guess, just that i didn't tuck the back of the shirt/uniform shirt/blouse in. Hair, fringe too long, people cannot see my eyes...like...i'm not complaining that i can't see properly and that the hair keeps getting into my eyes so why? EH. Last but not least, attitude. She said i appear to be very....ALOOF. Aloof? ALOOF? when...WHEN have i ever been ALOOF? hmmm...okay... maybe a lil'. Heh.

Uh. i had something important to blog about...but it kinda slipped my mind. Everything slips my mind. Anyway,i have really nothing to blog about. I'm currently sitting here, staring at the computer, reading my fanfics and waiting for my torrents to finish downloading. AND, Joee just cut her hair....speaking of Joee, i haven't linked her yet...Ahhh i'll do that some other day. Yes, i like to procrastinate.Doesn't matter. =]

You're a PROCRASTINATOR!

And do you know what procrastinators do?!?

THEY PROCRASTINATE.

DOY~

>RAWR<

2006-12-29T01:51:00.000-08:00

Okay, i've gone way over the line, i've done stuffs i shouldn't have, i caused hurt that wasn't meant to be caused...But why do i feel no remorse? Maybe it is true that i do not feel as much as i'm supposed to. Maybe it's because i'm heartless fool, a bane in society. I might pass of as though i'm feeling depressed when i'm typing this, but i'm not. Ever since that one day, i feel as though all the sanity in me has been sapped away. You know, some would probably think i'd regret all those comments i've thrown towards people in my life, relative or not. But i don't. I seriously tried, one day, to tell myself that i regret not doing this, i regret not doing that, but i just don't work that way, my morals, my principles in life...they just don't work that way. Okay, Principle one: When you make a decision, do it. Look ahead always, looking back is not an option. Principle two : Ask me no questions, and i'll tell you no lies. In other words, i could be lying right now...but of cause i'm not. Since no one asked me anything. So, take the class reunion thingo for example, You asked "Janine, you wanna go to the chalet? for the class thingy." then i said "No." but actually i wanna go...Or do i? Heh Heh. PFFFTH.

So what's the sitch? Well, apparently, my sister and brother hate me now. Why? Cause i told my mama bout their evil deed with my cousin. It seems that, the bought 7 boxes of matches, took a metal container box thingy and lit a fire in the balcony. I think tissue paper was also thrown in, as well as some stuff that burn rather quickly. PFFFTH, who cares right? That's what i thought at first...till i smelled smoke. Usually, i wouldn't care much...but today i was soooo into the FanFic i was reading, then the smoke kinda blew into the room, making my eyes teary and stuff. So then, i told myself, not to mention my computer "This is WAR. Nobody, NOBODY disturbs me when i'm reading a FanFic OR anything else for that matter. " So, i went out, acted all high and mighty and stuff. I only wanted to scare them at first, saying i would tell my mama. So, i asked "Who's plan was it?" And, heck, they didn't tell me. Nevermind i though. BUT NO~ My lil bro had to have this arrogant smirk on his face. Well, needless to say, it pissed me off to no end. So, 8 buttons and a few dial tones later, they were in deep shit. My mama probably gave them hell for playing with fire. HEH, the last time i played with fire, I was made to stand in my room the whole day without sitting. Cyeah, weird punishment. Anyways, 2 lil siblings of mine have currently locked themselves in their rooms...No big~ I have the computer to myself either way.

WHOA, hell a lot of typing done. Ha, i'm off to read a Fic, then continue with mine.

KIGO.KIGO.KIGO.KIGO

KIGO,KIGO.KIGO.

KIGO.KIGO.

KIGO!

>RAWR<

2006-12-28T01:20:00.000-08:00

HA. Finally i found out the reason why my computer was being laggy. Hah, i thought it was because i didn't treat it with love,care and more love. But pfffth, it was because of that motherbleeping earthquake in Thailand...or Taiwan or somewhere.

Okay, since it's been a few days since i bloggged, i have alot to update on...but am not going to! HAHA. Why? Cause i'm busy, busy writing a FanFic that is gonna get hell lotta reviews mind you! Okayyy, maybe not. Ah, crap! Who cares? I've been bored shitless these few days, not only because of the slow internet fiasco, also because i'm reduced to sleeping on the floor. I'm not going to go into details as to why i have to do that. not with the likes on you anyway.No offense =]

OH and, my usage of the English language has greatly deteriorated. I have a pretty good idea why. DOY. did i mention that i went to VIVO CITY with Ah Jo and Egghead yesterday? Damn that place was big. Jo and Egghead were completely engrossed in their self infatuated photo shoot at the food court. Like DUDE, how can you even think of taking out your handphone, in a public place, and smile dumbly at your handphone's camera, in a public place, take a picture of yourself with your handphone's camera, at a public place, and repeat the whole process over and over again?!? In a public place at that! Did i mention that it is totally embarrassing,degrading, and not to mention, you were taking it in a public place! SIGH. When will the day come where people will stop being so infatuated with themselves and their well-being to take a moment to care about the people around them? My mama used to tell me, when i didn't eat my vegetables, "Do you know some people in Africa have no food to eat?!? And here you are, not wanting to eat this delicious food."Cyeah, okay.

Um, yes...one last incident. I ahve decided that i will NOT rule the world with the power puff girls. Instead, I will rule the world with Kim Possible and Shego. Cause they're hot like that. heh.

One can never get bored of reading FanFics.
Espicially when...they are..
KimXShego,
KonoXSetsu,
AsunaXEva,
Or...they have a pinch of Kaede in it.
Don't get it?
Doesn't matter~
>RAWR<

2006-12-17T04:07:00.000-08:00

Ahhh. She's back. Not that it's her fault really, cause for some reason, the hamsters where starting to stink (so as stated by my sis.) So, my sis wanted to bathe them. Like, by all means! go! go bathe them! If it brings so much fun into your life, BATHE THEM for christ's sake. But why, WHY, ask her to come? I'll be blessed if she doesn't finish up the food. I'll consider myself touched by an angel if she doesn't return tomorrow. But alas, it's all wishful thinking on my part. So, i bid you all an early farewell, lest i die from "to-much-cousin" disease.
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UHH. Back to what i wanted to post. What's up with "XXXX more day to X'mas!" like hello. if you can't remember the date, get yourself a bloody calender. You know, i had 3 conversations on messenger today, and their nicks were all "8 more days to X'mas!! i can't wait! " or.."8 more loooong days to X'mas". How sweet is that? NOT.

[AND]

PFFFTH.

I have a total of 21 torrents that require seeding and 9 more downloading. And i usually download complete series WHOLE, so the file size comes up to 4GB on average. Dude, do you know how long i have to wait?!?

Oh, i just finished episode 6 of Negima!? YAY. Loads of scenes with Setsuna in them! So much for "less fan service" aye? haha.

Uh, someone buy me

A Beretta 92

For X'mas.

>RAWR<

OH, note to you. Yes, your wish has come true. I hate family gatherings, CNY and all things that involve alot of people. This has been a birth defect(whatever). And, yes, if it makes you happy,i will definately not attend any family gatherings in which you have to see my fucked- up face. Even if my mama request that i go, i will not. Because conflict between anyone is the last thing i want to see.And you will have no reason to see me again because i'm only virtually alive. Other than through the means of internet, i'm very much a dead person. BUT, by no means do i intend to let you slap me, or so you say. What makes you think i'd stand there like an imbecile, allowing someone to cause harm to me? Perhaps it's your shallow knowledge on humans responses or maybe because you think you're older? Well, newsflash, in this world, age is no longer a depiction of power. Age only depicts wrinkles and saggy breasts. So, unless you wanna boast about your soon-to-sag breasts, please spare me the "i'm older than you" preachings. And if you had any common sense at all, you would treat my siblings fairly, as they had nothing to do with this, neither has my mama. So, unless you want your loved ones to be murdered, you would not discriminate again my family members. As i am the black, not to mention fat, sheep in this family. Whether you read this or not, has no meaning to me. All i wanted was to let myself get a clearer view on this matter. But, if you do discriminate, don;t be surprised to find your family members dead one day. This is an open threat. Sue me if you want. but i doubt you got the money to do so. But this is by no chance a empty threat. I stand by my words and everything i said above.

2006-12-16T21:09:00.000-08:00

UHHH. When i woke up today, i thought it was a Monday, so i looked at my phone, it was 10:47 am. Then, i thought i was late, cause Kirby started at 10:30. PFFFTH. so i stood up, and banged my head against the wall. Like, WOW, talk about a wake up call.

Anyway, I'm on a major downloading spree. Mainly speaking, ANIME. Got my mama hooked onto Death Note.well..sorta. I'm still waiting for Nashio-Subs to quicken their pace. Like, [LivE-EviL] already has 3 episodes of Death note Fan subs up and running but [Nashio-Subs] have yet to update.And, i can't use Studio ADTRW's subs cause they're in MKV file. Like heh, where do i find extensions? HEIDI TUNG, jack of all trades but a master of none, please tell me =]

[Don't read this paragraph if you're not bored.]
OH, and what's up with "I'm-tagging-someone's-tag-board-but-i'm-too-mother-fucking-scared-to-leave-my-fucking-name"?
If you wanna tag, leave your name. If you wanna voice out your displeasure, leave your name.
Or at least do what HEIDI does and praise yourself to no end. LOL. no offence TUNG. If you tag and you don't leave your name, there's a 70% chance that you'll be passed of as a poser and not to mention a mindless idiot who's ranting away. No, i'm not talking about "duh" or "-" because i have a pretty good idea who they are. In any case, your mama and papa gave you a name. That name is for identification. Without an identity, you are a fucking no one. ZILCH, NA-DA. nobody. however, if your name is really duh, then accept my sincere apologies for making fun of your name and the indirect insult to your parent's name-choosing skills.

2006-12-16T05:38:00.000-08:00

Today, i was eating with my Family at Mos Burger. Then suddenly, my mama asked me "Why did you write such bad stuff about your cousins in your blog?"

AHA.

If i were at home at that time, i'd be laughing my fucking fatass off. But i didn't wanna pass of as a mad fucker. So i just gave a simple "Cause i don't like them. DUH." Don't you find it fucking hilarious? Imagine, a teenager, approximately 16 years old? Complaining "MAMA!!! That girl write bad bad stuffs about meeeee!!!" LMAO. i find it so amusing, playing with someone's mind like that. WAIT till i send hate mail to the president...Then i'll be accused of high treason. Seriously dude. SHUT THE FUCK UP. the wheels keep on turning and turning, the scene keeps on playing on repeat. This life is boring. I need to fuck up some one else's life. Like MOFO, listen up. did you know your mother's fucking my horse? [pardon me for the crude language. This is not directed to anybody.do not think this is directed at you, whoever you are. Get a grip, you're not that special.]

Yes, no one's that special to be able to shag my horse. Purely because i don't have one. OI, Jo, you go ask shorty if she wanna come over...watch anime! LMAO. I have downloaded..

Death Note [till' epi11]
Negima?! [Till' epi4 ]

Gakuen Alice [Till' epi16]

Noir [complete series]

Maria-sama ga miteru [Complete series]

Strawberry Panic! [Complete series]

Kannazuki No Miko [complete series]

Gokujou Seitokai [Almost complete.]

And some other bullshit movies. HEH.

Whatever. My file is full of downloaded stuff. Besides, i got 3 different Bit clients.So downloading is as easy as !

UM. 9:54pm and i have yet to bathe. I'm off to scrub myself clean for another day off mind messing-uper. Take this as my penance.

Yes, i've become rather psychopathic. SO? =]

2006-12-15T01:18:00.000-08:00

Y'know? It's really very amusing to have pointless arguments. Especially when the other party is as pointless as the argument itself.

"Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer."

Thank Christ that i was born with enemies that were close to me. And if one day,the world stops spinning, that day would be the day we all celebrate, for all things lost and gained. Celebrate for betrayal of your own kind, celebrate for the things you never had a chance to try.

Yesterday was by far the most eventful day of my life. I'd fucking smack you down like a fly in a shit pie.Well, today, is a call for change.

YES my fucking cbox sucks.
But i like it that way.
And i do what i want,
say as i please.
Because,
this is a free country with human rights,
the last time i checked.

Okay. Moving on, JOSEPHINE. Loan me your MP3.Don't forget! Cause i don't wanna spend ONE WHOLE DAY, by myself, with a bunch of people i hardly know...and do not wanna know.Mainly speaking, my relatives. Someone has seriously gotta buy me a Walther P99,Beretta 92 or a M1911.

Did i mention that i hate X'mas?
>RAWR<

2006-12-14T05:06:00.000-08:00

Well well, i was right all along. no wonder, no wonder her lil sister is so fucked up. Because she is as well. You know, i went blog surfing today and i happened to chance upon Suzanne's blog. You know what? She has a really fucked up concept about life.

LOOK HERE MOTHERFUCKER. i did not attempt suicide because of attention. I yearn for attention as much as you'd hope for a cockroach to fucking climb in your arse and lay it's fucking eggs inside. If you're jealous, don't fucking push the blame to me. Don't you see? You fucking blame everyone else for something that has gone wrong in your life. Well, listen up. Because it's obvious that you're to fucking dense to understand, this life you live, it's yours. If anything goes wrong with it, there's no one for you to blame, except yourself. Don't fucking say that because of someone else's actions, you got that treatment. Maybe it's RETRIBUTION that you're so fucking SHORT.

"HAH. i was right after all, you're as fucked up as i thought you were. Probably worst. But whatever. I couldn't care less if you died."
-for the record, i did say that. and i'm not afraid to admit it.

BITCH.

2006-12-14T02:52:00.000-08:00

Seriously, if one day someone told you,

"Fucking stay away and do not come here anymore. This is my house, not yours! Why are you treating my fucking house as your own?!? For Fucking Christ sake, stop coming over!"

Would you still go over to that paticular person's house? If YES, you really must lack a great deal of common sense. LIKE, i specifically told her to stop coming over to my house, and okay....She listened, FOR ONE DAY.

YES, my bloody fucking cousin is back. BAck to scream, yell, jump, shout and make all the possible noises in the fucking world. Do you fucking know what noise is?!? She comes here, screams at the top of her voice like she's in a rock concert...Just that her scream is so fucking high-pitched that if she increased it by a few more decibels, it'll be counted as ultra-sound. Like, fuck off?

I'm telling you every single day,

to please keep away ,

but you come over anyway.

Do you really want me to paste a sign outside my door saying "If your name is ESTHA LIM, please keep away from this house. WE-DO-NOT-WANT-YOU-HERE." Do you want me to do that?!? Do you want me to soil our non-exsistant relationship? The sole and only reason i do not tell you straight in the face to "FUCK OFF AND STAY AWAY CAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING MORON" is becuase i have a kind heart and not becuase you're my cousin.

LIKE, why should anything be based on the fact that you're my cousin? You see, you are related to me purely and only by blood. Otherwise, you're nothing but a stranger. There's no meaning in having this kinda names, like "cousin", "Nephew" or blah and blah. The only reason is probably because in olden times, when people needed money, they turn to their "COUSINS" Well, it's the year 2006 now. Don't expect me to shower you with love just because we are "COUSINS" i don't fucking care who you are. In this fucking pathetic world, the only love you have to share is love towards oneself. I have only one heart, my heart belongs to me.

YES, i'm a very cynical person.

>SO SHOOT ME.<

fucker.

Anyway, blame my kind heart, i'll give you one last chance. Don't fucking turn up un-invited. I hope i get fucked for scolding my older cousin and insulting her like that, cause really, i need something to spice up my life. I hope my mama reads this so i can get a slap from her...OR BETTER, SUZANNE should read this.[She's the older sis of THE cousin] YUP. I be getting a fucking tongue-lashing from her. And i'll tell her, how much dislike i have for her lil' sister, get slapped in the face and punched in the abdomen. SO. SO WHAT? I still hate COUSINS by the way.

Yes, i really hope to be beaten up. I'm screwed up in my own cynical way. May my actions be my penance.

YES, if today, you're my cousin,

And all of a sudden,

I ASKED YOU TO FUCKING

READ THIS SHIT,

you know what i'm getting at.

Yes, i'm tired of living.

PLEASE tell my mama

About my foul language,

Just scold me after reading this,

don't give me all your

hypocritical CRAP.

Cause all and everyone of you

HAVE nothing.

Own nothing.

ALL OF YOU COUSINS

ARE PATHETIC SOULS.

Complain for pete's sake.

FUCKERS.

2006-12-13T20:14:00.000-08:00

Alright! Finally, after 3 days of hard-work, i finally managed to access my own blog! It's wonderful, marvelous,great and oh-so-fun! no, not really =]

Anyway, there're soo many things to blog about today...and i'm not going to blog bout them! YAY. It's seems like i managed to ask [in a very polite manner] my cousin to FUCK OFF and stop coming over to my house every 24 hours. OH, and Josephine bought a leather ring thingo for me. THANK YOU. =]

Well, i've got better things to do, [like conquer the world.] So BYE =]

Why am i so happy today?
No reason.
Maybe because i had a fag?
Yeah, maybe. =]

2006-12-09T21:20:00.000-08:00

There is something seriously wrong with my computer. I can go to everyone's and anyone's blog, BUT NOT MINE?!?

WOW. Thanks alot computer! pfffth.I think it's because of...the new internet explorer my brother downloaded? The fucking piece of rotting junk. PFFFTH. so, until i find a way to view my own blog, i won't be updating...since i'm not sure whether what i'm posting is being posted or not.

[6227 more days.]

2006-12-08T00:41:00.000-08:00

Okay, after 6 whole hours of trying to turn my computer on, it finally worked! YAY.

Anyway, it's day 3 of my new diet....and i wouldn't say it sucessful...at all.You see, i've not eaten anything for 2 days but i ate one quater of an egg today. OH GOD BLESS. All my efforts are wasted! wasted,wasted,wasted. Completely thrown out the window. And, i think my brain's not working well. Maybe it's becuase of the lack of water/food. You see, when i don't eat, i don't drink either. It's my screwed up logic on life. You need to mantain balance...like the ying and yang thingo. So, if i don't get to eat, i don't get to drink either =]
Oh, when i dont eat or drink, i don't talk either.[yup. For balance.] So,my Mama thought i was being moody. YES I AM MOODY THANK YOU.

I'm moody because:
My cousins come over...EVERYDAY,
I'm too young to be an Assasin.
I've not met the Veronicas,
The computer seems to dislike me,
I have not eaten or drank anything,
I have to Dominate the world...and there's alot of pressure.
I have questions that only one person can answer...and the person is MIA.
did i mention i have not eaten or drank anything?

Well, that pretty much settles it. I'm off to bathe, and..

6228 more days,

TILL'

I RULE THE WORLD.

I'm not joking AYE?

>RAWR<

2006-12-06T22:13:00.000-08:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	97
Extraversion	39
Openness To Experience	40
Agreeableness	6
Conscientiousness	3

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Neuroticism
You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.

Extraversion
People generally perceive you as distant and reserved, and you do not usually reach out to others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You love bright lights and hustle and bustle. You are likely to take risks and seek thrills. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits.

Openness To Experience
You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You like the security of tradition, but sometimes have a desire to bend the rules and challenge conventional thinking.

Agreeableness
You generally see others as selfish, devious, and sometimes potentially dangerous. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You do not particularly like helping other people. Requests for help feel like an imposition on your time. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.

Conscientiousness
Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.

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Taken from Heidi's LJ. I got time on my hands so i decided to do it.Besides,i locked myself in my room to prevent me from eating....so...i'll be here for a long long long time =] And, Josephine likes to "KOB"(replacement word for copy. I find it rather retarded since HQ came up with the word...so you would catch me using sucha stupid word.) or copy my Display Pics from MSN. So in other words, she's stealing my collection of Veronicas Pictures. PFFFTH.

2006-12-06T01:29:00.000-08:00

WOW. I just realised how...enjoyable Death Note's starting song is. AND, i really don't fucking know what Naisho fansubs have been up to.WHY THE FUCK haven't the uploaded Gakuen Alice 17? PFFFFFTH.

I have to admit, i have been a bad bad fat girl these few days. I've not exercised one single bit ever since the holidays....unless you count sitting infront of the computer, typing nonsensical nonsence,exercising, you'd have no reason to contradict me =]

And, did i mention that i've become so fatttt that i can't leave the house? YES, i have to walk-side ways to barely fit through the door.

SO, unless i slim down enough to fit throught the door, we can forget about going to see the hot ams Josephine! haha. OH, fucking Asian games! What about my show? can't you screen at some other timeslot? Instead of 3pm to 4pm?!? Right now, there's this stupid flying bug outside my window,flying here....flying there,banging onto my window pane...which is very annoying really! OH HO! it might be a secret camera sent to spy on my World Domination Plans!

Ahhhh! Take caution insect! You will

NEVER

see my plans!

And you will

NEVER

be able to use em'!

So give up hope! I will shoot you down with my laser eyes!

Eheheheh.

OI, i soooo tired of your whines and your ever so often crying sprees. SHUT THE HELL up for everyone's sake!

I can smell you! You stink!

BUTTFART!

>RAWR<

2006-12-04T02:53:00.000-08:00

Okay, i didn't know what to blog about today...so i asked Josephine...but she's a lil' retarded,so by the time she replied, i already signed out to watch my TV. AND, this is what i'm gonna blog about today.

FUCK YOU MEDIACORP. =]

Well, the thing is, it was about 2.55pm, and my show,[My Big Fat Obnoxious Boss] starts at 3pm. AND,i even checked the newspapers, to check if it'll be on today...because of the stupid Asian games thingo. I CHECKED! it WAS scheduled on 3pm TODAY,4th December. But NO~ The stupid Asian Games DODO...or DOHA...or DOTA was showing. Then, i was so pissed, i started bitching to my sister. "You know anot? The neh neh Asian games, waste my television time! Now supposed to be showing My Big Fat Obnoxious Boss but they show the stupid Asian games! What's more, in the asian games, Singapore keeps losing. Don't knwo what they still wanna screen it here. PFFFTH."

Get my drift?

OH WELL. maybe tomorrow =] Oh, i have something to be happy about. I finally finished downloading the torrent for "Saving Face " & "Death Note 9(anime version)" YAY.

2 TORRENTS DOWN, 24 MORE TO GO!

why am i not excited?

PFFFTH.

And Josephine's bugging me to send her songs.YES YES. i will do it. =] but, i need to BATHE first.And my room's pretty dark now, cause the sun has set, and the only loght in my room is coming from my computer...and it's seriously hurting my eyes and drying up all the moisture in my lenses. So, before i go cocked-eyed,i better go bathe. and send Josephine her songs....

BYE.!

no no! don't take my car!

>RAWR<

2006-11-30T00:56:00.000-08:00

Money makes the world go round eh?
How true,how true.
I just read Kamini's recent blog post...and she was saying "I need cash$$ so that i can do...*something something*" [Heh. my bad,i can't remeber. ]
Then, i was thinking...why do we have money?
I mean, who came up with the idea of money?
Why can't we...not use money?
PFFFTH.

And they say, "Money is the root to all evil."
So...if money is the root to all evil, that means it's evil right?
So what they're actually trying to say is...."OI kiddies,the world goes round because it is fueled by EVIL."

SO, i've got a plan,a plot...a fool-proof piece of work. MUAHAHA. When i conquer the Earth with my fellow PowerPuffGirls,I'll make sure we don't have any money...at all.
Which...will not work out.
So, my plan wasn't real fool-proof...cause a fool came up with it.
PFFTH.

ANYWAY,

I'm still waiting for the membership calls/letters/emails!

Oh, and um...My Summer Of Love...is a totally RAD book.

Go buy it at a bookshop near you! =]

I'm an alligator!

>RAWR<

2006-11-29T01:39:00.000-08:00

You HAD to rape her?

WTF do you mean by HAD to?

OI! "Had" and "Rape" do not go together.

You do not have to rape anybody.

AND.

the funny thing is,

She wants to see you even after you RAPED her?

DUDE. this is one sweet Anime plot!

HEH.

Hello everybody! Hello Hello Hello! I'm Janine and i'm a ass. I was born with two eyes,one nose and a pair of arms. I'm an able-bodied person so i have no fucking idea why i'm not outside, right now, earning some dough! OH WAIT. maybe it's because i don't have a fucking JOB? no-no...maybe it's because i'm FAT. Ahhh. that must be it. OKay. i was bored.=]

Anyways,i was supposed to post something very important, but after a few days of hard,intensive consideration, i decided i will not post what i'm supposed to post. Becuase, i once said that "The most intimate thoughts of mine will only be known to me and me ,alone." Well, that goes for my most treasured thoughts as well. MEH. =]

OH, I have an annoucement from my manager...which would be myself! haha. Everybody, please pay me $5 per month starting from now, and i will not destroy your house/room/beloved possesions when i conquer the Earth with the PowerPuff Girls.

OI. Look here! I'm not joking.

So,please give me a call,drop me an e-mail..or snail mail me for membership details thanks!

`Someone,buy me a FAG.<3

2006-11-27T00:28:00.000-08:00

Okay, there're quite a few things i need to blog about today....so bear with me. THANKS. =]

Okay, as you have all heard, [if you haven't,i'm wondering where you've been]I've officially moved house. YIPEE. I officially got my own room...and i guess i'm happy.EXCEPT for the fact that....my new house i rather close to my cousin's...which means, they'll come over whenever they have the chance to. WHICH IS A HUGEMOUNGOUS PROBLEM. Why? Well, i have 4 cousins living close to me...and the problem lies in only 2 of them.

Estha Lim. One year old than me.
Joseph lim. One year younger than me.

Okay Case 1: So...Estha lim, totally "makes my day" everytime she comes over. Like, take today for example. She comes here to bring food for her hamsters....which are kept in my house balcony cause my siblings LOOOVE them. So, she comes in, asks me to put out my hand and i'm like, WTF for? Then, she throws the fucking food on the pillow i'm lying on....because i was watching TV. Then, she walks into my room, does something that pissed me off to no end. She goes into MY room, and for some weird and fucked up reason that i'm not aware off, and throws HAMSTER food all over my floor. It's like, HELLO? do i look so fucking hungry that i'd eat HAMSTER FOOD off MY FLOOR?!? Do i?!

PFFTH.

Anyway, when she did that, i was outside, still watching TV [my big fat obnoxious boss]...And as if to mock me, she throws hamster food on me. And she starts laughing. LIKE? CRAZY MUCH?So, i'm angry, i asked her to fucking go home and i said some pretty nasty things there. But fuck it. So she's like...okay. But. she still here. which is like 30 AFTER i asked her to leave. so, i'm fucking chasing her outta my house.

Case 2: Joseph Lim, that fucktard.He and his sister. The duo that will drive anyone one nuts. I can't bother going into detail...cause it's gonna be VERY VERY long. so, to make a long story short, these two people are the cousins i've always wanted.[Sacarsm intended.]

OKAY, since alot has happened in these few days, this is a summary of what has happened.

I'm NOT going to the 1/1 chalet.
I MIGHT be going to MX's chalet[Jo, please give me more info on who's going etc.]
I adore my new room.
I don't care if i have a few friends becuase i'm eccentric. I'm just happy i'm ME =]
HQ! I will help you with your Stalker problem! haha.
Anyone here know of a girl called Olivia Ng? let me know if you do. Thanks in advance!
Please leave your name when tagging, not your NICK name.
Thank you for tagging.
My new toilet...does not have a door.
I do not care if (ass)Ruth has a bf. i'm in A.R.C for pete's sake!
My room isnt pink. *PHEW*
I have the computer in my room. YAY!
I hate people that eat in my room,and leave the wrappers behind. YES Estha Lim, i'm talking bout you.
I lost my pet cockroach,Boop, when i was moving house. PLEASE return him if you found him.[he has a broken right antena.]
Underwear...is not my best friend =]
I realised, i brush my teeth at least 5 times a day.
For the record Josephine Soh, i do not masturbate!
Eh, Heidi! i got the fountain pen that Rosa has!hah.

Okay, i'll post bout a incident that has been bugging me...tomorrow. i'm off to BATHE!

May our paths meet one day. =]

2006-11-18T13:59:00.000-08:00

Alright, listen up Runescape NOOBS.
I rule you. I fucking do! =]
Ha. Yes, i'm lame. I play Runescape.
->So shoot me<-
Anyways, I only played because i was trying to break a record.
I have officially been on the computer for 32hrs 52mins...and counting!
Yes. I'm happy.HO.
I increased my level by 5 in one day.
hora hora!
Haven't slept for a few days, i think it's starting to affect my immune system.
Had a flu since morning, then i fell in love at night.
SIGH. My brain is melting....

Pull the plug,

But i'd like to learn your name.

When holding on,

I hope you do the same...

Aww sugar.

JANINE OWNS YOU, FUCKING RuneScape NOOBS.

2006-11-18T08:23:00.000-08:00

Okay. I acted childish on msn today.
Must be the fever that's buring up my brain.
(not that i had any in the first place.)
Anyways, Next year, i have decided to be A BOP.
Haha. A Boring Obese Person.
Sigh, not only am i seperated from the two morons in my life,
I'm also in the same class as Racheal and Reena.
OH NO.

Then, i had this convo with Herman, And i was asking him,
"Which class are you going to next year?"
then while he was typing i was like....*Please don't type 2/8..oh please!!*
Then he typed..
"2/8".
DONG.

Not that i have anything against Herman but. NO~~!!!! WHY?!?
Mother fucking school system.. Mother fucking idiot who came up with this system...
Mother fucker that made this school, Mother fucking bitch/bastard. Mother fucking exam papers, mother fucking marks. MOTHER FUCKING CLASS ALLOCATOR.
Fucking mother fucker-rers. Fucking everything.

"You cannot make the Fucking pupils of this Fucking school to do something they do not wanna fucking do. That will only make them fucking rebel more, making my fucking life difficult.Which results in fucking stress, which in turn fucks up your pay. And when your pay gets fucked up,you complain to the MOM(ministry of manpower). And the MOM will fucking complain to S.R. Nadan, making him more fucking stressed and getting all the documents wrong, which will affect my overall pay. And when my fucking pay gets messed up, I get fucking angry. When i'm fucking angry, i'll find the best fucking exams setter in the fucking school to set the fucking school exam papers. Then, students will not fucking score well and gets angry with our fucking mark allocating system.In order to prevent this from fucking happening, we must not force the students to go to different classes. " ---Coral's Former Principle, MDM ANG.

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BUT, before MDM ang could act, she was fired! (OH NO!) And thus, we have our current class allocating system....Which sucks, big time.Anyway,I couldn't care less....which is hard to believe, after i typed so much...I'm actually trying to convince myself that i dont care. but WHATEVER.
Kudos to Mdm Ang for sucha brilliant speech. I got this from one of the non-teaching staff of Coral's.

YAY.

2006-11-18T06:58:00.000-08:00

After much trouble, I'm finally sick.

Why do i wanna be sick?

Cause i miss the feeling of being sick.

"We need a revolution.

We need to stop Janine's

World domination with the...

PowerPuff Girls.

And the pirates of suble acedamy.

AYE!" -S.R Nadan

2006-11-17T19:42:00.000-08:00

Concert bottling is wrong.
It's disturbing.
It's inhuman,
It's an obsecne act,
It's seriously disturbing.
Especially if,
The ones you're "bottling", are known as THE VERONICAS.

Meh, i wanted to post this for a long long time. Okay, maybe not so long ago. BUT. Bottling is is fucking wrong. Why in the world, would you wanna hurl bottles at other people?(throwing rocks and eggs are not nice either.) ....Why? And, it's disturbing as it is if you throw plastic bottles, which are rather hard mind you! But why,WHY fill them with urine?!? It's like, urine comes from your....'you-know-where' and imagine how dirty it is. Whta if you got a fungal infection at your 'you-know-where' and you happen to spread it to the celebs you bottling with your urine?

EEEWWWW.

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
"Concert bottling, or simply bottling, is when a concert audience throws water bottles, among other things, (commonly urine) at the performers onstage. This generally happens at festivals when one act in the lineup is of a different genre or audience than the rest of the bands, especially festivals where the majority of bands are related to heavy metal and hard rock music styles.
Bottling has become most common at British summer music festivals, particularly the Reading Festival, where it has become an infamous tradition to bottle at least one act every year. While bottling generally involves empty or full bottles of water, it also usually includes bottles of urine, and sometimes items like food, rocks, and golf balls."

EXAMPLES

+Jimi Hendrix, while playing at a block party in Harlem, was bottled and egged, for playing "white music" and for having white musicians in his band.

+Meat Loaf and Bonnie Tyler were bottled at the 1988 Reading Festival, starting the festival's trend.

+The Smashing Pumpkins were bottled at the 1992 Reading Festival, which led to band's heavy emotional breakdown and longterm crisis.

+Daphne and Celeste were heavily bottled at the 2000 Reading Festival, but completed their 15 minute set.

+Limp Bizkit were bottled while opening for Metallica on the Summer Sanitarium Tour 2003.

+Good Charlotte were bottled at the 2003 Reading Festival.

+Justin Timberlake was bottled at the Toronto Rocks concert, while playing on the same bill as AC/DC and The Rolling Stones.

+G-Unit, and The Rasmus were both bottled at the 2004 Reading Festival.

+Fightstar were bottled at the 2005 Reading Festival.

+Nickelback quit a show in Portugal after just two songs because the crowd was throwing rocks and bottles at them.

+The Mars Volta were bottled at Endfest.

+My Chemical Romance and Panic! At The Disco were both bottled at the 2006 Reading Festival, resulting in Brendon Urie being knocked unconscious.

+In 2006, Aiden were bottled twice in one summer, first at the Download Festival, and again at Reading.

+The Used were bottled and had shoes thrown at them at the 2006 Taste of Chaos in Adelaide.

+The Veronicas were bottled at the Coke Live 'n' Local in 2006. Evermore were also bottled at the same concert.

+On September 13, 2006, during a show at Selinas in Sydney, Sebastian Bach stormed off stage during the encore. After two earlier similar incidents, Bach had warned the crowd that the throwing of any more plastic bottles and/or cans onto the stage would lead to him walking off.

SIGH.

2006-11-17T06:31:00.000-08:00

Today, is the worst day of my life. I found out that my cousin is staying over, which is a real bummer. He's gonna compete with me for the computer tomorrow, which means i have to wake up super duper early. So, being me, I had to find some way for him to not stay....even if it means resorting to underhand and dispicable means.....Which, I'm sad to say did not work. OH WELL. At least i tried. Right now, nothing really matters to me. I don't fucking care which class i go to next year, no interest at all.NOPE. NA-DA,ZILCH. I just realised how beautiful the feeling of loneliness is. Yup, when you're all alone, all you can care for, all that matters, is yourself. Don't you think that suits my personality? Being selfish and stuff. Yes, i should just resign to my fate.

She was right, We are insignificant among bigger things...

Oh, and Charmed was touching. Whatever.

2006-11-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

[Post is Rated PG. Disturbing scenes/gore.]

Pain is Orgasmic. No seriously!
I'm kiddin' (:
But, It's fun really, Take a blade/razor and slit any part of you body,
Then, wait til it bleeds.
After that, you put anti-septic cream on the wound
And the cream changes colour!
To really feel the "Orgasmic feeling", slit the same wound over and over again,
Til' the blood mixes with the cream.
Haha. I had a lot of fun...Zzz. =]

Anyway,I woke up today, and found cuts all over my body...I wonder where they came from..
Haha.Oh, did you know that 17th November is World Peace Day? Meh, weird.

2006-11-15T19:00:00.000-08:00

My *SPECIAL*

"THANK YOU" blogpost.

Amanda Choong Jia Min :Thank you,for being a friend.Though you are rather petty,you're still a great person nevertheless. I'm glad i found a friend like you.
Celestine Ng Rui Ting: 1/1's beautiful vice-chair eh? Zzz. Thank you for keeping the class in order and thank you for tolerating me and my nonsense.I'm sorry if i created any trouble for you. (:
Chiang Hui Lin Jodie: Hello! I'm not really very close to you so...Thank you for all the times you lent me tissue paper and rulers and pens. Your quarrels with Jeremy will be missed.
Chua Shi Min: Ummm...i not close to you either so...I'll just say thank you for all the times you lent stationary to me and Thank you for being a part of 1/1. Your quarrels with Herman & Nisa will be missed.
Clarissa Cheong Si Min: Ahhh. what to say? Zzz. Everybody says you're pretty, so i guess you must be....(eventhough i disagree.heh.)So, Thank you for being the "pretty girl of 1/1" and your noisy complains about everything and anything will be missed.(:
Goh Jing Hui: Thank you for lending me ingrediants for Home Econ. It was thanks to your cucumber that i passed. I greatly appreaciate that!Thanks! (:
Ho Shuting: Ah. Mad woman. Thank god we're divorced! haha, anyways, Thank you for giving 1/1 some juicy gossip about you and Jin fu, Isa..and all the other guys you were rumoured to have an affair with.Thank you for bringing fun into 1/1! yay.
Joelle Lyn Kaur: Zzz. You...the one with the ugly shoes eh? haha. (pun intended.) Thank you for making me run around the class on countless ocassions and letting me lose a lil' weight^^. Though i can't stand you sometimes, you're still a great friend of mine. Yup. Thank you!
Kamini D/O Mani Maran: HELLO~ future wife of Sam Wang! Sigh, one of my bestest friends in the world. I cannot say i love you, cause that's just weird. But i can't say i hate you, cause i don't! YUP.Forgive me for all those times where i lost my temper with you.Forgive me if i didn't do enough work for the projects,Forgive me if i passed off as a fucking fat bitch that doesn't care.Because i care! I do! It's just that, i don;t like to show it =] Thank you for being sucha nice and caring friend. Though we have our differences, we'll work it out in the end right? haha. And, drink more milk okay? =]
Khairunnisa Bte Muzani : Nisa, Nisa, Nisa, you're a great person, and you have a great heart. Your ever so frequent quarrels with Herman & Shi Min will be missed. (:
Lai Cui Xia : Sorry, i have nothing to say. Because saying "thank you, i appreciate your work" would be a lie. And i hate lying.So...meh.
Janine Lim : Fuck you, bitch! =]
Lim Li Wei: Hi Li Wei ! Speak up more in class alright? And, if anyone bullies you next year, tell me...or msn me. I'll make sure they'd never wish they we born. Thank you for being the girl in class that always listens to the teacher, and always lends me Tissue paper. You're a great person. 1/1 will miss you. (:
Low Si Chan Joee: You CATWOMAN! I'm not a mouse alright? I'm Mary Brave! Anyways,Thank you, for always lending me money, and always giving me your wantons. Thank you for keeping me company on MSN by playing lame games with me. You're one of my bestest friends in the world! haha. Thank you=]
Nurdiyana Bte Osman: Diyana! Love your hair! So curly, like grapes. Haha. Thank you for being Diyana, the Harry Potter fan . Thank you for lending me stationary and stuffs. THANK YOU! (:
Nurul Afiqah Bte Taufik: AQAHFI!!! Long time no see eh? Haha. Miss your singing...not really.Heh. (: Thank you for lending me your Red,Green,Blue and black pens and,for listening to my terrible jokes and my terrible life stories. Thank you for being Afiqah, and thank you for being a "Taufik" haha.
Nurul Aqilah Bte Zakaria: Another pretty one in the class eh? Haha, Thank you for being you, and caring for your dear class mates. You and you eyeliner-ed eyes will be missed. LOL. =]
Pearl Lim Pei Yi: FISHBALL. Sigh, you seriously talk alot y'know? Haha. You will be missed cause you talk alot,you like to hit me, you find it fun to give me stupid names.haha. Thank you, for being so funny. =]
Poh Wan Yan: Ah Yan ah! Yoy and you cute voice...and sacrastic sense of humour will be missed, ALOT. Thank you for bringing so much laughter into my life, and for the countless amounts of songs you sent me and that bike that you lent me.THANK YOU! =]
Seah Pei Swen: AH Swen! I completely adore you name..haha. Swen swen swen. So...tongue-twisting? Another pretty girl of the class ya? Haha. You squibbles and squabbles with amanda will be missed. Thank you for that Ice Cream cone treat at Mac's and thank you for making everybody laugh with your funny sounds. haha.THANK YOU! (:
Tan Way Ern Reena: Sigh, don;t know what to say about you. You are like...a stone? Haha. Seriously, sometimes you're funny, sometimes you're...like, not there? haha.Thank you for your wierd laughter,and your weird sense of humour.THANK YOU.(:
Thiviyashini D/O Pannirselvam: Firstly, how do i pronounce you name? Ah-sin or A-shin? Heh. Thank you for lending me stuff, and thank you for being a part of 1/1. THANK YOU. =]
Tung Chien Wen Heidi: TUNGSTER. The one that's always there to lend a helping hand.The one that's always there whenever i need help, The one that has given me countless amounts of treats, the one that is so self infautated, the one that's not afraid to speak her mind, The one that always rains on my parade,The one that Married Julian Origliasso(lol),the one that makes me laugh with her sacarstic jokes.And not to mention, another pretty face in the class. Sigh, I have alot of things to thank you for, becuase you've done so much for everybody. You and Kamini,Afiqah,Joee,WanYan and the rest are the best among the best. We'll be going to different classes next year and i really couldn;t care less. MEH. Anyway, THANK YOU, from the bottom of my heart. Zah~ =]
Wong Si Min Aarin: The quiet girl in class (next to Li Wei) Haha. Thank you for...um...everything? Haha. Cause i can't remember what to thank you for.My bad. =]

Erm, i'll continue with the boys part later. or tomorrow,or the day after tomorrow. Cause i'm tired. And i've got anime to watch. Sumimasei~!

Take Care Boi and Goils! (:

2006-11-15T03:04:00.000-08:00

In a really bad mood now. Zah~
Feel like....i wanna fly~
then die....
Zzzz.
Then i can sleep forever.
And ever.
BUT,
I won't kill myself
yet.
I still have to meet Jess & Lisa.
I still have that special blog post
That i sad i'd post.
And yes, my word is as good as gold.
It has always been.
So believe me when i say i'll kill myself.
Some Veronicas pictures that i adore.
Burn them for me when i die alright?
The Veronicas are coming to town.
I'm a happy loser.
Unless they don't come...
Then i'd be a unhappy,depressed loser.
meh.
Doesn't matter.
Nothing matters now.
Not since...i decided.
I'm gonna kill myself...one day soon.

2006-11-15T01:40:00.000-08:00

Take note.

Special post coming soon.

how soon?

SOON.(:

Anyways,

To all the one/one MahFuckers,

(which is everyone...cause you all sorta Rock my mahFucking world.)

Well, the time has come for this class to part.

And i'm not sad really.

i'm neutral.

AND,

i will not say Farewell,

cause we will all meet again.

DUH?

Coral's sucha small place...

HEH (:

Happy November! =]

2006-11-14T00:19:00.000-08:00

I'm fucking bored.

I'm bored enough to do a survey...

That's made me even more bored.

So, right now, I'm bored.

Oh, if anyone happens to pass by YouTube land today, and has nothing better to do, please help me check if

Simoun episode 13
Gakuen Alice episode 16
Kannazuki No Miko episode 9
.hack//SIGN episode 4,5,6,7...etc

Are out yet. PLEASE and THANK YOU. If you do...well, i'll...heh. there's nothing i can do really. OH WELL.

Anyways, i'm tired....and today's really boring. Cause, i've got nothing to watch...and boys aren't hot.MEH. what the fuck am i saying? LOL.

AND, i'm sucha hardcore Veronicas fan that, in a moment of boredom, i used black nail polish to scribble 'The Veronicas rock!!' all over my sis's table. So...she's crying right now.

YAY. how amusing. Zahh~!

Meh, going to download some stuffs. BYE BYE (:

2006-11-13T01:04:00.000-08:00

To those people i'm supposed to link,

DON'T MIND....

Leave me a tag to tell me who you are....

Cause...i kinda forgot.

HEH :D

My sincere apologies...

BYEBYE(:

2006-11-12T21:43:00.000-08:00

FUCK.

I'm so fucking tired today.

And i'm fucking pissed at you JOSEPHINE.

You fucking stole my blogskin. MORON~

WHATEVER.

ZZZzzz. haha. hahaha~!! AHAHAHA. okay...Screw lose, ignore me. (:
The problem is, i'm really very fucking bored. I'm waiting for YouTube to load (Gakuen Alice)
...and i'm listening to the same music over and over again.
The Veronicas, Paramore, My Chemical Romance and Slipknot.

AND, i don't listen to emo bands. LOL...Nowadays, i ahevnt got the mood to post anything on the Veronicas forum. I wonder why?

OH. Before watching Gakuen Alice, i was trying to watch Kannazuki No Miko...which didnt want to load. So fuck you! (:

LMAO. There was a rape scene in Kannazuki No Miko...and while the girl was being raped, I was laughing. Sadistic huh?But it really was very funny. haha.
Kamini, if you don't have anymore animes to watch, watch Gokujou Seitokai. It's a comedy Anime, no yuri...or shoujo-ai. SHEESH.
I never thought i'd ever say this but, i'm bored of using the computer...For the past one week, i've been on the computer for more than 84hrs. not including today. SIGH.

BitTorent is getting on my nerves. i've waited and waited, and waited and waited...but it's taking forever to download my animes. And AND AND. it dosent seems to be able to find any 'peers' for Maria-sama Ga Miteru ~haru~.

FUCKING CUNT.

Sigh.

" PIRATES, AYE! "

2006-11-12T02:47:00.000-08:00

``Lalala.

LALALA~.

Someone really made my day today.

Esther Geraldine Tan~

She's a great person....and if you don't know her....Well, it's your loss.(:

Thanks for all the nice words you said behind my back. You're a true friend :D

YOU ROCK~~ Lalala.

And to the other 18 year old Singaporean Veronica Fan,

2006-11-10T23:03:00.000-08:00

The last thing i need now,

is YOU.

2006-11-09T23:49:00.000-08:00

Hayley Williams=LOVE

Cute Nuff' ?

Who doesn't love lisa?!?

Why would Jess be on a GAY THREAD? fishy.....eh hey~

2006-11-09T02:50:00.000-08:00

Our Anthem.

"Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever,
Lemme show you all the voting that we can do.
You know you wish that you were winning.
But we're just way too hardcore for you..yeah, yeah. for you..yeah, yeah.
So try to beat us now oh wait you don't know how. oh oh."
-- by Jovvi
How'd you like that?

Hayley Williams. Probably the only Female artist in the world that deserves my respect.
(the Veronicas already have my respect...LOL?)

^^^Killing two birds with one stone I'd say.
Here's GayPrince & GayGod.

2006-11-08T19:47:00.000-08:00

A dream i will not forget....

For as long as deemed possible.

Forget them and their selflessness.

2006-11-08T01:04:00.000-08:00

Why should i smile like everyone else?
Why should i listen to things i have no interest in?

2006-11-07T19:39:00.000-08:00

What does a Friend mean to you?

A word so wrongfully abused...~

2006-11-07T00:17:00.000-08:00

The sub-conscious mind is a powerful thing.

It's amazing how you can do things without knowing that you're doing it. I just realised that i've been sub-consiously doing things...and DUDE! it freaked me out.

I, like any other day, went to YouTube to watch my anime. I just realised, after my sister asked me what i was doing...that i was holding a Marker and writing stuffs on the wall. I wrote "Gokujou Seitokai" and "Sachiko" and "Rosa Gigantea" on the wall. LMAO.

Lucky for me, the marker wasn't a permanent one.

FREAKY SUB-CONSIOUS MIND YOU'VE GOT THERE.

oh well.

Take care Bois and Goils! (:

2006-11-06T20:38:00.000-08:00

Drama Drama Drama. LOADS of drama on the boards yesterday. I'm not one to take sides, so nobody was right...nor were they wrong.

BUT Lisa was the best!(not comparing). She came and typed a whole load of sweet,beautiful words to us fans. I love Jess, I Love Lisa...I love the Veronicas. (LMAO. it ryhmes.)

Here's a link:http://board.theveronicas.com/index.php?showtopic=19009

That's why we all love The Vees. They take time off to write to us.

GAYGOD.

He's got some new vids up. (EDIT//tried to post vid. didnt work.)

Fuck it. Add him on MySpace or subscribe to his YouTube!

I've got more anime to watch. I've finally finished downloading Maria Sama Ga Miteru epi 4!!

YAYness.

Watching Gokujou Seitokai right now. It's a funny YURI themed anime. haha.

BYE(:

2006-11-05T19:55:00.000-08:00

OKAYYYY, some lovely icons for viewing pleasure. haha. I'm bored.

AND AND AND, i'm so dissapointed with the current ending of Maria sama Ga miteru. OH WELL, at least there a season 3. *sigh* but i'll have to wait till 29th november for it to be released...and, for someone to upload it to youtube. MEH.

Oh, i finally got the book "My Summer Of Love". Beautiful book i must say.

I got more icons...but, Blogger is being an ass. So...i'll have to upload them next time. (:

HERE YA GO~!

Get thee to a nunnery and upload anime.

2006-11-05T17:19:00.000-08:00

Okay. This is an OFFICIAL world record.(not really)

No man would have thought this stunt possible....

The complexity of the Human mind was simplified....

This results has shocked millions,

Many fainted,

None died.

This stunt was thought unachievable...

But,

One anime,

One girl,

And 24 episodes have changed the world.

Bois and Goils!!

I present to you, the first ever anime in history...

THAT MADE JANINE LIM CRY!!!

(*Drum roll.*)

--->>>MARIA SAMA GA MITERU!!!<---

Lmao. I didnt really cry though....i just TEARED (:

It was so intense, waaayyy more intense than Strawberry Panic!

Okay. I've got one last episode to watch...

Then i'm off to watch Simoun.

ANIME GALORE.

BYE BYE(:

2006-11-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

NOTE: This is gonna be a boring post. Thank You (:

What's your reason for doing something?
Why do i turn up the volume of my RealPlayer thingamigit?

BECAUSE, i sick and tired of hearing murmurs and whispers, i'm sick of people asking me to do something...just for their own personal gain. You know? I used to like dressing up weirdly, and i still do. Anyways, i think i'm losing my sanity(AGAIN). I'm becoming very paranoid...VERY paranoid. When someone whispers, i automatically assume that they're making fun of me, or the people around me that i'm close to.

Take for instance, my mom was asking me to pass her the Home Phone...and i assumed that she was gonna scold me for something..So i shouted back at her to ask her to "Shut the hell up."

Since i like to blast my music, and since i'm bored, I'm gonna introduce you guys to some HOT music (:

Oh, by hot, I don't mean the voice of the singers. They can sound like crap and still be on the list....WHY? Because, when i listen to songs, i tend to care more about the lyrics than the sound of the assholic singer. (:

These are not in order. FYI.

Conspiracy-Paramore.
Why don't you kiss her-Jesse McCartney.
Living Room-Tegan & Sara.
Let It Bleed- The Used.
Kuchibiru Hakachumu-Aki Misato.

Uh-huh. Here are the lyrics...to the five songs stated above.

Conspiracy-Paramore

Please speak softly

For they will hear us

And they'll find out

Why we don't trust them
Speak up dear

Cause I cannot hear you

I need to know why we don’t trust them

Explain to me

This conspiracy against me

yeah yeah yeahhhh

And tell me how

I’ve lost my power ohhh yeah
Where can I turn

Cause I need something more

Surrounded by uncertainty

I’m so unsure

Tell me why I feel so alone

Cause I need to know to whom do I owe

Explain to me this

Conspiracy against me

yeah yeah yeahhhh

And tell me how

I’ve lost my power ohhh yeah

I thought

We would meet again

Because you said...

That we'd make it through

And when all security fails

We'd be there to help me through

Explain to me

This conspiracy against me

yeah yeah yeahhhh

And tell me how

I’ve lost my power ohhh yeah

Why Don't You Kiss Her-Jesse McCartney

We're the best of friends

And we share our secrets

She knows everything that is on my mind

Ohhh...Lately something's changed

As I lie awak, in my bed

A voice here inside my head

Softly says

[Chorus]

Why don't you kiss her

Why don't you tell her

Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide

She'll never know

If you never show

The way you feel inside

Oh, I'm so afraid

To make the first move

Just a touch and we could cross the line

And everytime shes near

I wanna never let her go

Confess to her what my heart knows, hold her close

[Chorus]

What would she say

I wonder would she just turn away

or would she promise me that she's here to stay

It hurts me to wait

I keep asking myself

[Chorus]

Why Don't you kiss her

(tell her you love her)

Why Don't You tell her

(tell her you need her)

Why don't you let her see

The Feelings that you hide

Cause she'll never know

If you never show

The way you feel inside..

Living Room-Tegan & Sara

My windows look into your living room

I spend the afternoon on top of you

I wonder what it is

That I did to make you move in

Across away from me

I hope I never figure out

Who broke your heart

And if I do, if I do

I'd spend all night losing sleep

I'd spend the night and I lose my mind

Well I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind

My windows look into your bathroom

Well I spend the evening watching

You get yourself clean

I wonder why it is

That they left this bathroom so unclean

So unlike me

I hope I never figure out

Who broke your heart

And if I do, if I do

I'd spend all night losing sleep

I'd spend the night and I lose my mind

I'd spend all night losing sleep

I'd spend the night and

I lose my mind

If I spend the night then I lose my mind

Well I hope I never figure out who broke your heart

And baby if I do

Well I hope I never figure out who broke your heart

Baby if I do

Well I'd spend all night losing sleep

I'd spend the night and I lose my mind

If I spend the night then I lose my mind

Spend all night losing sleep

I'd spend the night and I lose my mind

If I spend the night then I lose my mind

Spend all night losing sleep

I'd spend the night and

I lose my mind

If I spend the night then I lose my mind

Let It Bleed-The Used

This poison's my intoxication

I broke a needle off in my skin

Pick the scabs and pick the bleeding

And assume that it was all in vain

Popping a scab that's never healing

It just hit me in the face

Burning bridges,

So misleading

The poison's more potent now with the pain

Let it bleed

Take the red for what it's worth woah

Watch the fire

Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time

If you feel like dying you might wanna sing

The fire department couldn't drown the city

They didn't even try to wash it clean

And what did you think that I was sober?

Fuck me out cause I'm on fucking fire

Popping a scab that's never healing

I regret that I kept this clean

The most that I can do for you is keep on lying

I'm tired of lying I think I'd rather sin

Let it bleed

Take the red for what it's worth woah

Watch the fire

Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time

If you feel like dying you might wanna sing!

(Ohohoho) you might wanna sing

(Ahahaha) you might wanna sing

(Hahaha) you might wanna sing

(Hahahaha) sing!

You might wanna sing!

You might wanna sing or scream at...

This poison's my intoxication

I broke a needle off in my skin

Pick the scabs and pick the bleeding

Yeah! assume that it was all in vein

Let it bleed

Take the red for what it's worth woah

Watch the fire

I'mma fill your lungs with smoke for the last time

If you feel like dying

If you feel like dying,

You might wanna sing(Hahaha)

You might wanna sing(Haha)

You might wanna sing or scream at...!

Kuchibiru Hakachumu-Aki Misato

? (day dream)
ｽｾﾌｲ (sweet dream)
ﾈﾌﾉｹ (ｸﾁﾆ)
ﾓｦﾄ (ｸﾁﾆ)
mﾁﾄ (missing)
ｭｿﾑｪ (wishing)
ﾘﾈｳﾉﾈｽｾｯﾄｾ
Waitin for you ﾌz｢ﾉﾍｭ
fｧﾌHﾎｵﾄｫｵﾟﾉﾄｭｾｳ｢
_ﾈｱｱｪ]ﾅ
ﾈｽｩﾂﾟﾚｩﾐﾆｵｸｭ
ｱﾚMﾍﾜﾌｹ｢ﾉｵﾄ
ｾ｢ﾜｵ､
ﾓｽﾍｽxﾟｮ､ﾌ dream
g? (love wave)
ﾌg (sweet wave)
ｱﾌCｿ (ｬﾁﾆ)
ｳﾄ (ｬﾁﾆ)
ｵﾄ (falling)
ﾇ､ｵｽ (sailing)
｢ｽｳｪｳｦﾌﾅｵ､?
Shinin my heart ﾈｽｪﾌﾈｩﾅ
ﾆｷｧｳｽﾟﾉ､ｭｾｳ｢
uiﾌﾆｫﾟｫAﾌv ﾆ｢ｽ
ﾈｽｪ｢ﾆｵｷｬﾆｵｭﾄ
ｩｪ~ｵ｢ﾆ､ｪﾜﾜｳｦ
ﾅｷ
ｱﾌﾜﾜ｡`ｦｽ｢ my heart
_ﾈｱｱｪ]ﾅ
ﾈｽｩﾂﾟﾚｩﾐﾆｵｸｭ
ｱﾚMﾍﾜﾌｹ｢ﾉｵﾄ
ｾ｢ﾜｵ､
ﾓｽﾍｽxﾟｮ､ﾌ dream <-[This is in Kanji]

Translate:

A dream? (Daydream)
Just a dream. (Sweet dream)
But my heart, (Always)
Is still shaking. (Always)
This heart which (Missing)
Has learnt love, (Wishing)
Calls only out your name with sorrow.
Waitin’ for you, please notive my emotions now.
Sprouting feathers of breath, and embracing each other, please live.
My heart desires a bold confession.
When I gazed at you, a single tear fell from my eye.
I blame this overflowing passion on these tears.
Let's both vow, that we will meet each other, as many times as we dream...
A wave? (Love wave)
A silver wave. (Sweet wave)
These feelings (Strongly)
Are being swept away. (Strongly)
I’m falling in love, (Falling)
What should I do? (Sailing)
Will our meetings ever come to an end?
Shinin’ my heart, I can always find you inside of me.
For my illuminated secrets to be forgiven, please love me.
"There is an eternal heartbeat", you gently whispered to me.
You’re so beloved and precious to me, that it hurts.
I want your promise and even selfishly wish for it.
Being this pure, my heart wants to tell you, as it is now...
My heart desires a bold confession.
When I gazed at you, a single tear fell from my eye.
I blame this overflowing passion on these tears.
Let's both vow, that we will meet each other, as many times as we dream...

BYEBYE(:

2006-11-02T18:18:00.000-08:00

Don't bother reading.
You won't understand. (:

I'm a filthy HYPOCRITE.

for the first time in my life,

I lied about something i shouldn't lie about,

I said that it'll all be okay.

When i knew it wasn't.

My heart feels so...

heavy

I guess..it's safe to say that i'm on the verge of crying.

But i won't,

Not alone at least.

When i said i wouldn't hate you,

I was wondering if it were true.

when i said

I love you,

I laughed cause i didnt mean it

AT ALL.

I'm so sorry that we had that conversation,

I guess it gave you the wrong impression.

I didnt love you from the start...

I didnt love you then,

i didnt love you now.

I never did.

I might sound like a bitch when i said all these to you,

Well, at least these words were true.

But what i want to know is WHY.

Why didnt you just say Goodbye?

Why'd you tell me you loved me.

when i told you time and time again

That i didnt?

I wanted to make you feel as little pain as possible,

but you held on.

Whatever for?

I'm not sad that we'd come to this,

We never loved it other...

or i'd never loved you at least.

I'm sorry Tana.

I really am.

I'm sorry i had to turn to this.

Stay strong though, you might find someone who really loves you.

2006-11-02T17:27:00.000-08:00

http://board.theveronicas.com/index.php?showtopic=16244&st=540

Go there NOW.

okay....maybe if you're a Veronica Fan you should(:

Because....Lisa, who was rumoured to be Bisexual, IS NOT.....and it turns out that Jess is the one that's Bisexual.

Pretty interesting stuff there. ESPECIALLY the MySpace incident. Woah.

WOAH.

Even if you're not interested, the topic IS interesting. I really envy the girl....The girl that Jess wanted to prove her love to. MEH. The things one would do for love....

I'm off to watch Maria Sama Ga Miteru. Fucking nice anime if you ask me. Since the other user hasn't uploaded Simoun. OH WELL.

2006-11-01T22:54:00.000-08:00

'Is life fair?'

If you asked me this question let's say 3 years ago, i'd probably go back and ask my mom. But if you ask me now, it definately isn't. How is it fair that i didnt attend my STARS thingy...and a teacher calls to tell me of how irresponsible i am. Which is fine, if i ever DID recieve the consent form that you insisted i recieved.Well, the point is Mr Melvin Tan, or whoever spoke to me on the phone that day. I stand by what i said. I did not recieve the form, I'm not a pushover and yeah, i'm still not a pushover. I dont care if you're a teacher or not, the only concern i had that day was that did i or did i not recieve the form. Sure i'd admit that my tone towards you was inappropriate, but i went home and search every possible corner and i still did not find any consent form dated '1st november'. I only had one which was on 30th october..which i attended..only to find out that NONE you came to school. Which i am sad to say is not the way teachers should act. And for you to call me on the bus...on a holiday, when i was out with my friends. And DEMAND that i return to school for an event i was not notified about...is stretching my tolerence wayy to far.

PHONE CONVO:

Me: Hello?

MMT: Hello? Is this JaLine?

Me: Yes?

MMT: why aren't you in school?

Me: why should i be in school? Today's a holiday.

MMT: Don't you know you have STARS?

Me: No, no one told me anything.

MMT: We gave you a consent form to inform you about this.

Me: No you didn't, i remember recieving one, but it was dated 30th october...and today isn't the 30th.

MMT: No, we gave you one informing you about today. You should come to school now, and support your friends.

Me: I'm sorry, but i've got something on.

(It should have ended there, i though teachers should understand that Holidays are not school days and, for the first time, i was very patient with a teacher. But, he didnt fucking care y'know?)

CONTINUED::

MMT: Stop being so irresponsible. Come down to school and support your friends NOW.

Me: I can't, i've got something on.

MMT: Jaline, stop being so irresponsible. [for Pete's sake, if you wanna scold me, as least get my name right.]

Me: Well, I'm sorry that YOU didnt give me the form and i'm sorry that YOU dont get it went i say i can't go.

MMT: now, don't you use this tone with me. You're the one that's

Me: That's what? That's irresponsible becuase YOU forgot to pass me the form or that I'm irresponsible because i already had plan for today...and you tell me, at the last minute, that i have to go back to school? What is this seriously Mr Melvin Tan?

MMT: okay, you hold on, I'm going to get the DM to talk to you.

And he makes me wait for 10mins, talk about wasting my time....SHEESh. I get so pissed, i hang up. WHAT'S WORSE is, it seems that I'm the only one that got called up. Kamini didnt go, and she didnt get called.

Well, thanks alot for making me angry on a good day, and i fucking dont care what you wanna tell my mother....or how you're gonna punish me. cause i know i did nothing wrong and i wasnt rude to you AT ALL. compared to some of the things you said,which i decided not to put into the convo.

All i have to say is, GET A LIFE.

2006-11-01T17:45:00.000-08:00

When someone you barely know makes an impact in your life,

You know you're in trouble.

FUCK YOU

THANK YOU

FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE A FOOL.

FUCK YOU.

Yes i'm talking about you two.

Just to let you know.

2006-10-29T03:24:00.000-08:00

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 80%

Greed: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%

You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator.

How Sinful Are You?

Your Wrath Quotient: 84%

You have the makings of a very evil dictator.If you don't want to go that route, you should consider anger management!

How Much Wrath Do You Have?

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Winter OneYour Superpower is InvisibilityYour Weakness is ItchingYour Weapon is Your Grenade TorchYour Mode of Transportation is Pegasus

What's" your Superhero Name?

You Are the Very Gay Bert and Ernie!

Two grown puppets living together, sleeping in the same room?They've even got coordinating striped shirts!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

You Are Somewhat Logical

Ok, so didn't get the majority of questions rightBut you did answer some pretty tough questions correctlyLogic may not be your strong point, but you hold your own!

How Logical Are You?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Haha, these are the results from the quizzes Josephine told me to take. [from http://blogthings.com] YUP. Oh, actually, this isnt the original post...Blogspot's being an ass (just like wolfMother..) So, i had to re-type this whole post...but, i'd rather watch the ARIAS. so...Im NOT gonna retype evrything.

*IMPORTANT*

THE VERONICAS WON THE ARIA AWARD

FOR....

**BEST POP RELEASE**

WHOOHOOO!!!!!

they could've won more...

Fuck WolfMother.

Okay, I'm off to catch the ARIAS. BYE(:

2006-10-29T02:59:00.000-08:00

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 80%

Greed: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%

You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator.

How Sinful Are You?

Your Wrath Quotient: 84%

You have the makings of a very evil dictator.If you don't want to go that route, you should consider anger management!

How Much Wrath Do You Have?

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Winter OneYour Superpower is InvisibilityYour Weakness is ItchingYour Weapon is Your Grenade TorchYour Mode of Transportation is Pegasus

What's" your Superhero Name?

You Are the Very Gay Bert and Ernie!

Two grown puppets living together, sleeping in the same room?They've even got coordinating striped shirts!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

You Are Somewhat Logical

Ok, so didn't get the majority of questions rightBut you did answer some pretty tough questions correctlyLogic may not be your strong point, but you hold your own!

How Logical Are You?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

How Sarcastic Are You?

Your English Skills:

Vocabulary: 100%Spelling: 80%Grammar: 60%Punctuation: 60%

Does Your English Cut the Mustard?

Your Linguistic Profile:

45% General American English

30% Yankee

15% Dixie

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,035,000

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

You are 87% Aquarius

How Aquarius Are You?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

You Are 92% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Should Rule Mars

Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system.
You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent.Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down.
You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future.Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others.

What Planet Should You Rule?

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

You Are 60% Psychic

You are pretty psychic.While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on.And although you're sometimes off on your predictions...You're more often right than wrongSo go with your instincts - you know more than you think

Are You Psychic?

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Aura is Orange

Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go.
You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need a man who challenges you!
Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete.

What Color Is Your Aura?

LOL. funny nuff? Haha. Me and Josephine where 'quizzing' each other. All these quzzies are from www.blogthings.com.

This is the LEFTOVER of DELICIOUS HIGH QUALITY CHOCOLATE(WHITE)[so as stated by the box of the chocolate]. But seriously, it reallllyyyy good. MMmmHmmm.*slurps* My mom siad she spent a 100 over dollars on a few boxes of these. And...it's not hard to believe that(:

WELL, i'm off to watch the ARIAS. Thank GOD Esther told me bout it. I LOVE YOU ESTHER!!! THANK YOU!!!!!

WOOOHOOO~~~!!! THE VERONICAS LIVE!!!!
They won the BEST POP RELEASE.
BOOYA!!!<33>FUCK WOLFMOTHER. >:(

2006-10-27T21:25:00.000-07:00

Alright. I'm in a terrible mood now, Youtube's being a fuckin bitch, i'm bored, I've got infected a lip....I'm starving...i haven't eaten since i got my piercings..cause the food get stuck in the stud...and...It GROSS. So yeah, shitty day pretty much?

NO MATTER. Matthew Lush is IN DA HOUSE

http://www.youtube.com/v/EVu9Y5clEO8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="600" height="350">

Subscribe to his Videos at Youtube!!! And And And, add him on myspace[http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=8704219] (:

Okay. I'm going to bury myself in pain. BYE(:

2006-10-25T03:07:00.000-07:00

HOT HUH? Too bad Ladies...He's GAYYY<3333 Haha. Seriously, he's Matthew Lush a.k.a GAY GOD.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=8704219&MyToken=cea9aaa4-8cd3-4988-958d-00cf2d252b29

^That's his Myspace profile(: Anyways, see his BEAUTIFUL lip piercings? Ha. I'm gonna get that. I already got half of it, one on the right side. And the one that closed up yesterday? I'm gonna re-pierce it tomorrow. The uncle agreed to give me half price for it, so i'll be paying $4.
WHY? because i'm supposed to keep it on for 3DAYS, not 3 HOURS. That uncle gave me the wrong info....which almost caused my DEATH. LOL.

MEH. Kamini and Heidi went bonkers today. UNLIKE ME,I'm still SANE. THEY went around school, chasing balloons,screaming, shouting and screaming..LOL.

We also had an IPP drill. What does IPP stand for? Well, if you're really urgent, go tell your teacher I PEE PEE. Then she'll use masking tape and garbage bags to SEAL your wee wee hole(:

LOL. kidding. Actually, we had to seal up the classroom (and suffocate to death), to make sure DANGEROUS CHEMICALS don't come in. Well, the only chemicals that are dangerous are the sweat and methane gas that some people like to give out through their mouths and butt-holes. OH. i went around singing parts of Welcome To The Black Parade which annoyed Kamini, Heidi and Joee to no end....So, IM SORRY(:

"Dissapointed face faces of your peers...OH OH OOOHH." Haha. don't know why Kamini kept laughing when i sang that line. Must be because of my constipated face(:

Okay..i'ma go bore someone else with my nonsense. BYE(:

2006-10-24T05:04:00.000-07:00

BEAUTIFUL ICONS<333

haha. i was bored(:

2006-10-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

SWEET huh? lol. I'm very fucking pissed with my lip piercing.VERY VERY fucking pissed.Like, i totally wasted $8!!!! Okay...this is what happened.

YESTERDAY, after my CCA, which is EXACTLY 3 hrs after the piercing, i went home to change the stud....like what the guy told me to do. BUT BUT BUT, i stood infront of the mirror, and took out the stud,and started bleeding like fuck! YOU KNOW?!? I SWEAR, if i didnt apply pressure to the wound to stop bleeding, the amount of blood i lost would be able to fill up 1/4 of your water bottle. YUP. I'm not fucking joking. Then, i turned white in the face, i lips were turning PURPLE. Then i was like 'OMFG OMFG.....i forgot to sign in MSN.' Yes yes, im a computer freak.Even when im on the verge of dying, i think about my computer. So, after i signed in, i realised i left a trail of blood on the floor and no one was at home....so i had to clean up.BY MYSELF....which is FIIIINNNNEEE~. Then, i started seeing STARS...you know those fuzzy lil' things you see when you stand up to fast? So, i laid on my bed for a while. The i stood up, and my legs completely gave way, so i fell again(:
THEN, when it finally stopped bleeding, i tried my best to put the replacement stud in, but NOOO~ it wouldnt go in. SOB SOB. my money.....
MEH im gonna do another one on thursday...on my right side. YES. and this time, im NOT NOT NEVER gonna let it close EVER AGAIN. $8 y'know? EIGHT fucking dollars.
BITCHY PIERCING. BOO.

Okay. back to LIFE. Boring as always. Been playing sims 2...yes yes, how lame can Janine get?
Haha, made 'The Origliasso' family...and their party house. BOOYEAH~!
And, im really hooked on to MCR's Welcome to the black parade.Haha, motherfucking funny song. I like the part where they sing :

Do or die, you'll never make me.

Because the world, will never take my heart.

You can try, you'll never break me.

You want it all, you wanna play this part.
Won't explain, or say I'm sorry.

Im not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar.

You're the chair, for all the broken.

Lose it here, because it's only.
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero.

Just a boy, i wanna sing this song.

Just a man, I'm not a hero.

I! - don't! - care!.

OH. Everyone should watch the Vees Video Hits! <3333>

Okay. I'm bored. And i'm going out with Josephine later...at 1.30pm. SO...BYE(:

2006-10-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOU.

Fuck you, You mother fucking bitch. If you've got any respect left at all, go fuck yourself sideways till you go silly. No seriously, what's you mother fucking problem? WHAT'S YOUR MOTHER FUCKING PROBLEM?!?!? What exactly is wrong with you? No it does not matter how many fuckin' times i breathe in one minute. No it does not matter how many fuckin' times i say the word fuck. NO IT DOES NOT MATTER. Do you fuckin' understand what im trying to tell you bitch?!? NOW, tell me why do you have to count how many times this person does that and tell it to me? Just because you think the fucking guy is hot? Well, you're not fucking hot. So there's no way the fucking hot guy will fucking wanna lay his fucking eyes on YOU. you PIG. Why don't you go tell your lil' detail to some of your other fucking minions that BOTHER to listen to you?

I'M FUCKING SORRY BUT I CAN'T STAND SO MANY FUCKING PEOPLE TALKING TO ME AT ONE FUCKING TIME.

I'm only human, there's a limitation to what i can do. AND,i do not appreciate 3 or more people repeating the same things over and over again in my ears constantly at the same time. I swear i will fucking scream my fucking guts out at you if you do that again.

OKAY. I'm done bitching. Now, back to the post.The day before YESTERDAY, i went to watch Silk. I won't say it's terrible, and i won't say it's good. It's a show you'd wanna watch if you got $8.50 to spare on a Friday. After the movie, went to play with...Sean,Joey,Joel,Yizhen,He Han, Apple [i think that's her name..],Ziyin[i think]...Daniel and....i think that's all? MEH. I wouldn't say it was fun, but it wasnt that bad either. SORRY if i'm boring you, I'm just not in a good mood today....YUP. one of those days where Janine gets all depressed and stuff. WHATEVER. Then today, shit like always, went supermarket...nope. i didnt see any fucking hot guys, nor girls nor dogs nor pencils. SO WHATEVER. OH. maybe there was this fucking hot babe....NOPE there wasnt. Maybe, one day i'll snap and lose my mind. But that'll have to wait till i meet the Vees<3

MAHFUCKAERS.(:

2006-10-19T02:27:00.000-07:00

You'd better not lie

You'd better not cry

You better not die

And I'm telling you WHY.

VERONICAS ARE COMING TO TOWN!!!<3

YUP YUP YUP. Don't you feel STOKED? man, i sure do. Gotta save up some moo-lah to buy presents for The Vees. MEH. I'm so fucking excited. It's not everyday that your idol(s) decide to visit your hometown....how RAD is that?!?

EFFIN' RAD,mAAAte.(:

Lol. I go smile to myself in the toilet for a while, fantasize bout meeting the Vees...in the toilet...while i think of what to buy.I got a list(:

TIM TAMS. [must-buy]
Some pretty-ful hair accesories.[MAYBE.]
The best-test 'welcome to Singapore cards'
Some necklaces,rings,cuffs etc etc.
RED BULL & GUMMI BEARS.
Hoop Earrings
Iono yet....hmmm update next time(:

Okay. that's about all the excitement i can actually TYPE out. Sooo yeah. Dai Joubu.

Meh. i forgot to post my results.

Okay....self evaluated ones..

English-> 60/100
Maths -> 2/100
Chinese-> 0/100
Literature->42/100
D & T -> 23/80
Geography -> 42/100 [i think]
Science-> 36/100

That's all right? well, here are the marks i got back(:

English->70/100
Maths-> not sure.
Chinese->43/70
Literature -> 69/100[SECOND in class.Like...BOOYA!]
D&T -> 64/80
Geography -> 58/100
Science -> 60++/100 [not really sure.]

Well, that goes to show, exams are meaningless. Like, i studied for GEOG..and i just passed. I DIDN'T study much for science,D&T,Lit, english and maths...but i THINK i did alright(cept for maths.) MEH. exams are STUPID.

Whatever(:

Anyways, for those of you who are tired of hearing me talk bout Strawberry Panic, you're in luck. Cause' i'm not talking bout SP today(: Ha. watching a new anime called 'Kasimasi'. HEH. it's as funny as !

I remembered i had to blog bout something...but i can't remember WHAT. heh. I'm gonna go VOTE for the Vees at some website...blah blah blah. Cause i dont like Teddy gayger.Or gieger.Or Whatever.

BYE BYE(:

2006-10-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

Wassup?!?!?
I'm gonna type like this,
cause i feel like it(:

Anyways, haven't been online for..
3 Days?!?
MAN. I almost died.
MEH.
AND AND AND, i wasn't really at the south pole, hibernating.
HA. I went to my tuition's camp to help out....
As a marshal.
LIKE.....
BOOOYEAH~!

Okay....i'm gonna type properly. HEH, the camp was GREAT. Erm, Our group, CRUSADERS,Consists of 9 people.

Head Marshall->SEAN.
Assistant Marshall->Milicent...and Me.(:
Campers=

Vithya (Indian gal, i don't know much bout her...)
BUTT-GRABER (Love to grab this paticular guy's butt[Hao yi]. Poor dude.)
Yi Zhen (i think that's her name...erm...Drops everything she touches.)
Hao Yang (A boy...who's smart...but WAYYY to talkative.)
Hao yi (totally quiet dude..and get molested my butt-grabber OFTEN.)
Her Han (Smart boy #2 But, doesnt talk as much as #1)

Done. The first, day, which would be on Sunday, was the Amazing Race. Met Charmaine and Daniel at TM to buy presents for Yi Jia & Yi Le,our previous marshalls. But, in the end, i doubt the presents reached them....OH WELL. The Amazing Race, was wayyyy more difficult that the previous years. LOADS of rules to follow, and the clues weren't really like..."GO TO TAMPINES FOR YOUR NEXT TASK." Kinda clues...they were more to...'Singapore's ONLY air-conditioned interchange' which is at Toa Payoh? Ha, the Crusaders(Hao yang came up with the name), wasted helluva time on that question. Ha, I cannot believe hoe much running i did in a day. we pratically ran across the whole Singapore. DUDE. i stank like FUCK. SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT. LIKE,G-R-O-S-S. Had to wait a day before i could bathe....so yeah, i stank like fuck. Then, we had to stay overnight at Changi Airport, which was...not nice AT ALL. At first, we were lagging behind the other team, Ionic Bond. But, after LITTLE perserveance, and alot of talking from Hao Yang, we managed to get to the last destination an hour before the other group? MAN, Primary sixes these days like to...act tough. HA. While at Changi Airport, we (All the marshalls) told them to get a lil sleep before...cause we'd be having vigorous activities the next day.BUT, all of them were like...'No need LAH' , 'Can TAHAN' , 'I can't sleep,but i'll have energy' OR 'I don't NEED to sleep.' HA. In the end, the moment we reached the center, at of them liad on the tables, AND FELL ALSLEEP. Guess i'm the only moron in this world that doesnt sleep. ha. I had to stay awake to make sure they slept. And...they did(:

MEH. i'll edit day 2 tomorrow, i need to bathe, SERIOUSLY.

2006-10-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

Okay. I am officially having the weirdest cravings EVER. It's so weird that i can stand it anymore...This weirdness is WAYYY more than what my mind can take. I'm gonna lose my sanity...FAST. WHAT AM I CRAVING TO DO?!?!?

WHAT?
WHAT?
WHAT?

Well, i don't think it's possible for me to state ANY of it down, cause one of it involves going against the law, the other will just plain FREAK YOU OUT....and the others are....not meant to be disclosed. I could lose my life for telling anyone. So, i'm going to find something to do, like kill myself or something.

AND, never in my life have i ever felt so sleepy...okay...maybe there was ONCE.
Okay. I'm off to write/ draw about the day when i rule the earth with the powerpuff girls.

BYE FUCKTARDS(:

2006-10-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

Alright! I just finish 'lyricing' or whatever it is you do when you try to figure out words of a song. The song was kinda simple to 'lyric'.And i decided to 'lyric' it cause i couldnt find it...ANYWHERE.

Repeat Offender-Swept Under The Rug

She cries in silence

Over there in the corner of the room

Contained impending doom

Too long her hand has touched the sky

Waiting

Wanting

Trying to catch the eye

It's isolating

She's contemplating

And always undetected

Unexpected

These words to say to you

If they don't know one care it's true

They don't care about you

I'm so alone

But everyone has a role thay need to get through

And that's why they don't care about you

Look up beside the window

Don't need this useless dribble

From you

It's for you

From you and dodge my innocence

Look up beside the window

Don't need this useless dribble

From you

It's for you

From you and dodge my innocence

If she screams in the class wil it be heard

What she writes about just can't be her

Look on the wall beside her desk

These words are never said in jest

(Never said in jest)

And that's why we don't care about you

Look up beside the window

I don't need this useless dribble

From you

It's for you

From you and dodge my innocence

Look up beside the window

I don't need this usleless dribble

From you

It's for you

From you and dodge my innocence

(dodge my innocence)

Swallow this

She's smoking cigarettes she stole

She's now unseen in the battles

She scars the outside with what's within

She's slowly giving in

Should've stopped this

You could've stopped this

Stop this

She cries in silence

Look up beside the window

I don;t need this useless dribble

From you

It's for you

From you and dodge my innocence

Look up beside the window

Don't need this useless dribble

From you

It's for you

From you....She cries in silence

She cries in silence

She dies in silence~.

DONE! If you're interested, you can download the song for FREE here: http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=BB8053940701431D

Or, you could download Limewire (www.limewire.com) where you can find almost any song, MV, movie clips etc etc.

MEH.

BYE(:

2006-10-12T21:14:00.000-07:00

TAKE NOTE!

Some pictures is this post may offend some narrow minded people and their religions.Please do not read and start bitching abput how you think it is wrong etc etc.

If you have any problems with the pictures posted, please send me an e-mail at x_men2009@hotmail.com And i will kindly ignore you.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND UNDERSTANDING.

(Janine is bored^^)

Okay, Just to let ya'lls know, I be gone on 14 oct til' maybe 16? And that i won't be attending school on Monday. WHY? Because...I'm going away to a beach in the South pole to hibernate. Anyway, Today is the day where i can officially annouce that i have watched Strawberry Panic 50TIMES . BOOOYA~

If i watch it a few more times, i can officially beat my record of 'Watching the same show over and over again'. Now, the record is set at 55 times...for White Chicks.

Meh. that's all i'll blog for today, i've got a record to break(:

(Janine is stupid^^)

[Shizuma & Nagisa]

[Hanazono Shizuma]

(Pardon me, but i find Shizuma very HOT^^.)

(Group Photo.)

Meh, i would really love to point out who is who in that^ pic, but ive got more episodes to re-watch.

BYE BYE(:

2006-10-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hello and welcome to another day in the life of Janine Lim! Yes. I'm f*cking stupid so i might as well shut the hell up. But, seeing as this is my blog, i won't...so you'll just have to go away(:

Yes, I am in a very depressing mood today...but i have no idea why. Or maybe i do...it's just that i wont tell you. I would LOVE to rant about how my life sucks right now,but i'm really not in the mood. So, before i go lock myself in the toilet and act all emo, i'll tell you bout my day(s).

MONDAY.

What paper did i have on monday? hmmm...Frankly, i don't remember. Let me go ask someone. ShuTing said we had Science. well, i guess we had science. Like f*ck who cares? Yup...at this state I'll never remember what happened...so forget it.

All i remember was ...watching my Strawberry Panic. That's all. Maybe, the show is the cause of im depressing mood. Meh. i guess...you could call me emo,,,,not really. But i cant f*cking help it if the show was effin' touching right? MEH. Anyways, i'd bet my life that Strawberry Panic is a million times better than Inushya....or whatever that gay dude's name is. So, i had all my papers already, that's why i'm bored at home. Well, not exactly bored. At least i have my computer here. Oh....i'm sure i'll be f*cked when i get my results back. But i wont be surprised though, i'd long anticipated i'd fail...it's in my blood.

And.. i do not appreaciate people who talk like this: HarLOwX....YoU LiKe Maii typpin? Verii CuTe Rites? LolxX.Maii mummy oso liike dat Say OnE....ii Harts maii Mummy. OR, euu Sho farnii!!! Say abit onlii euu will smile smile...not niice Okiies? Waa LaoXx. Euu sux laahs euu...Sho difficult...waad siiaX))))

Sorry, but these kinda writing/typing/language i find very difficult to understand...much less try to type it out. Meh.

To trust. Trust, a powerful word, probably the only word with much importance as love. Trust, what is it exactly? To trust. would it be to give your honest opinion, no matter what the cost? Be it your friendship, your love. To trust...would it be to give up your life, with the thought that the person you trust will make his/her life worth your death? To trust...would it mean to love? Would it mean that we you trust,you love? Or is it just a minor word used to show importance..though feeling might not come from the heart, or be true at all? Would it be that when you trust, you place all your hopes,dreams, goals and love on that person? Would it be a word that links directly to love? If someone trusts you, would you take that trust he/she has given you and use it to make yourself feel powerful? Make yourself feel like you have a key to backmailing...Make you feel like you can hold all the power in the world? But have you though about the person that trusted you? He/She trusted you. Would you bear to use this trust, this love for your own personal gain? How would you feel if the trust you gave to someone, turned out to be that's someone's claim to hurt you, cut you with your own blade? Would you bleed so much, hurt so much that you'd vow not to trust again? Would you demand an explaination? Would you ask why? Or would you just give up, knowing that it was just a pigment of your imagination hoping that something would be produced from this relationship? This relationship built on trust....which slowly nutures to love... what if you never got the chance? The chance to love, the chance to trust?

MEH. ignore that. i was feeling emo...because i was watching this!

STRAWBERRY PANIC!17 (2-3)
::.secrets.::

Okay. im gonna watch the WHOLE Strawberry Panic series over again. BYE

2006-10-08T23:00:00.000-07:00

!!!IMPORTANT!!!

Janine Lim is currently on a holiday to YOUTUBE LAND.YUP...and is most probably to return on....MID-NOVEMBER or earlier...depending on the speed of which youtube loads. (:

What has got Janine Lim so f*cking hooked? STRAWBERRY PANIC! Not strawberry shortcake, strawberry PANIC!

Yes. Ive got 26 episodes to watch...each episode lasts bout half and hour....so yeah.And the time it takes to load...It'll be about....26 hours? AND...the fact that ive got 5 more movies to watch.SOOOoo~

Here's a link for those that are interested.[It's yuri themed btw.]::http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=chico14o&page=18

Erm. Scroll to the part where it says 'Strawberry Panic 1 (1-3)'

YUP.

And Heidi, here's the link:

Part 1::::http://download.yousendit.com/03A78F170E36D646

Part 2 ::::[upload in process]

Part 3::::[upload in process]

Part 4:::[upload in process]

2006-10-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

MEH MEH MEH?!? HA. WHATEVER.HMMM. EXAMS SUCKS! And i just realised 2mins ago that my caps lock was on. WHOOPS.Anyway, exams are total killers. Had to meet up with Heidi every single day(since exams started)...which,to me,at a certain extent, is quite tedious(:
Haha. I've also been hooked on to YouTube....when i was supposed to be studying?

YUP.

Janine Lim is capable of multi-tasking(: Oh well. Today was fun, considering i gt 2 stress relivers at home. MY SIS & BRO. Haha. While waiting for my movie to load, had a 'gun fight' with them....using air-guns.WHOOOHOO! Meh. It was fun^^ Now, what does 'meh' mean? Iono. But it's rather fun to use....and i need some fun in my sadistic,blood sucking life. Yes yes, i'm an asshole, what else is new? Wasnt planning on blogging today...but i got bored...And seriously, eating sorbet with a fork isnt helping me(: And somehow,,,WanYan claims to be the 'pokemon master'. Well, i self-evaluated all my papers...except english....so.

Geog= 43/100(YAY. what i always wanted! [take note of sarscam])
Maths= 2/100 (Yes. TWO)
Chinese= I cant bothered to count. I dont even know where to write my f*cking name(:

So yeah. Kudos to me. Oh. While im at it, here are a few...interesting show/clips you should watch on YouTube.

ALL Veronicas shows/clips/interviews/Mvs.EVERYTHING(:
Hex.(Matrevir has good clips.)
S.O.N (south of nowhere)
Lost & Delirious (I just finished that...almost cried.)
But I'ma Cheerleader (HILIARIOUS)
D.E.B.S (funny, very f*cking funny^^)
Once & Agian (no full clips though)
Paramore Vids
Sara& tegan /Tegan&Sara Vids
last but not least, The L Word
Actually, there's more(: MIYAVI.

Well, thats bout all i can give ya. Going to Changi Airport tomorrow to study..with Josephine. YUP. And my brother's being a bitch. I wanna watch Smallvile but he wants watch some f*ucking chinese show. BOOOOO!!!! Down with chinese! STUPID boy, just wants to start an arguement. HEH. but ima RATIONAL human,he wants to go all girly girly gay,So be it. i got better things to do rather than watch him sulk. I'm going to bathe....and brush my teeth before i turn in, something that Heidi doesnt like to do...brush her teeth that is.(: Oh yah, Ching Ying, your protracter is still with me(:

- Go F*ck yourself sideways(:

2006-10-03T03:35:00.000-07:00

I've been very very very busy lately....thus not blogging for ONE day(: Anyways, what have i been busy doing? LMAO. watching Youtube vids.Ha. Seriously, everyone should watch D.E.B.S....everyone except God, a certian asshole...and homophobes. YUP. By the way, has anyone bought Joel's Guitar? HEH. i doubt so....unless you're as rich as Joash. Oh well, if it's not meant to be yours it won't be, no matter how much you want it. Yes, yes, ive been saying this to my mom, my sister and my brother and some people in class and my toothbrush and my guitar. So yeah, i guess you pretty much get the point? (:

OH! Speaking bout my guitar, lemme tell you a story...that's very embarassing. (for me at least.)

One fateful day, i came back from school and did the usual, out my bag on the sofa, proceed to my room and say 'hi' to Doofus. (doofus's my classical guitar.) BUT,that day, doofus wasn't on my bed!!! i saw him on the ground...and i wondered why? heh. Okay, then Janine, being Janine, had to talk to her DEAR doofus. here's the Convo::

Janine:OMG!!!! DOOFUS!!! are you alright? what're you doing on the ground?!?
Doofus: *doesn't say anything*(like duh?)
Janine: The bed is much much softer!! go back on the bed!
Doofus: *doesn't do anything at all.*
Janine: FINE! Ignore me for all i care!

Then i walk out of the room, only to reliease that a group of people were huddled outside my room window, looking in and laughing. Like....What the ha-ha!!!

EMBARASSING MUCH?!?

And today, Hedi made me watch this thingy, which i do not wish to talk about..because it's well...weird(:

And...i met...okay saw, two gay guys on the bus. Doing stuff they shouldn't be doing infront of a 13 year old girl. Like, touching each other at various parts....I shall not continue as i have the decency of my reader's minds to protect. So, screw them! I dare say nothing much happened these few days...or this one day...except that i haven't been studying and my exams starts...hmmmm....2 MORE EFFIN' DAYS?!? Well, if i wasnt meant to pass, i wont pass. There's no point in forcing yourself/myself to get something that is not achieveable. YUP. GAWD, i almost forgot to say that,,,,,,Zahiar brought a razor to school....Oooo SHARP^^

AND, I'm sorry. I couldn't resist the temptation to cut myself. REALLY, it was over whelming. And my thirst for blood....Oooo. HEH. i shall not talk about my satanic ways anymore.I have stepped out of satanism....well actually, i havent. OH WELL. But seriously, Satanists don't worship the devil....or some do, but not all. So Satanism is REALLY MISUNDERSTOOD. Satanism is usually classified into 3 groups. But i shall not go any further.

16 OCT IS OFFICIALLY VERONICA'S DAY.

Get ready Veronicas fans!!!! Eyeliner, red lipstick, arm warmers...EVERYTHING that has something to do with the V's <333

Why Don't You Kiss her?

2006-09-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey (:

Got Myspace? Don't forget to add The Veronicas & the Webee boys!!! Ps.Tell the WB boys how much The Veronicas worship the ground they walk on! Ha. That's what Jess And Lisa posted on the bulletin board. YES..They ADDED ME on myspace.Okay...they didnt add me. But they accepted my friend reqest(:

Got time? Check This Band out! Tegan&Sara...and their song -Living Room.::http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aznNG7OVpsw. One of my faves song atm.^^
Anyway, i saw this hot girl at the supermarket today. i swear she looks like Emma Watson...y'know? Hermione Granger? YUP. But...what would someone like that be at a supermarket full of stinkin' FISH?!? Bleh.

Here's a pic of The Veronicas...and their band.With...a PIRATE theme. (it was posted by them on the bulletin^^)

Besides Jess & Lisa, I think Jungle George & Vix Foxx are hot. (:

And,you should never start a sentence with 'And'. YUP. I got nothing much to blog about today...boring day pretty much.Just that i woke up earlier than planned...cause my brother came inside my room and started singing to his reflection. Freaked me out a lil' but...whatever.

WHOOHOO. Random but lovely. I just tried downloading The Veronicas ringtone...where they say ''Hey this is Jess and this is Lisa from The Veronicas and welcome to the Secret Life..." SWEET huh? .

YES i got it...but i cant connect to the internet through my f*ucked up phone. Yeah, good on ya Mate(: Im gonna skim through the instruction manual now.

BYE BYE! (:

2006-09-30T01:01:00.000-07:00

It's Fun & exciting!!! And It's coming your way!!....It's KIDS CENTRAL LIVE!

Nah. just kidding (:

Heh. Anyways, i have a really wild and f*cking f*ucked up idea. I wanna cut my hair....SHORT.

Yes yes. what is the world coming to?

But i'm gonna do if during the Holidays....so i won't have to endure the endless mocking from Heidi & Kamini(: It's either i get short hair, or i don't. Yup. Kamini currently has a very,very VERY unhealthy obessesion.And i shall not tell you what it is(:

OMG. Have anyone of ya'lls heard Paramore sing LIVE? Hayley Williams's voice is to die for. I just went on youtube, Listened to 'Hallelujah' & 'Conspiracy' DUDE. It completely....ROCKS. Yes. Shi tou. Oh F*CK chinese. With that aside, i seriously need money . For what? My eyeliner. Yes. the thing you people have accused me of wearing to school, whcih i haven't. If i were to wear eyeliner, i dont put that little. Oh trust me...i can use up one sick in 3 days, that's why im broke.I wear more eyeliner than The Veronicas.HOHO.

NAH. Kamini, for you. It's a simple tab...for the titanic theme song thingy.Not really sure bout that though....but it's sang by Celine Dion(that's her name right?hmmm.)

Intro
E-------4-----------7----5-4-0-------------4--------7---

B---5-7-------7-5-7------------2---0---5-7----7-5-7----

G--------------------------------2-----------------------

D--------------------------------------------------------

A--------------------------------------------------------

E--------------------------------------------------------

E-----7-9----7-----2--

B---9-----------------

G---------------------

D---------------------

A---------------------

E---------------------

E-------4----------7-----5-4-0-------------4----------7--

B---5-7------7-5-7-------------2---0---5-7------7-5-7---

G--------------------------------2------------------------

D---------------------------------------------------------

A---------------------------------------------------------

E----------------------------------------------------------

E------------------2----4--

B-------2-4---5------------

G-----4--------------------

D---6----------------------

A--------------------------

E--------------------------

Pre-Chorus
E------------------------------------------------------------

B-------------------------------9----------------------------

G--9-9-9--9-8-9---9-8-9---11--11----9-9-9--9-8-9---8---

D---------------------------------------------------------9--

A------------------------------------------------------------

E------------------------------------------------------------

Chorus
E--------------------------------------------------------

B---5-----7-------12-10-9-7---9-10-9--7--5-4-5--4-0--

G--------------------------------------------------------

D-----------9--------------------------------------------

A--------------------------------------------------------

E--------------------------------------------------------

On second time
E---------------------------------------------------------

B---5---7--------12-10-9-7---9-10-9--7--5-4-5--5-4-5--

G---------------------------------------------------------

D----------9----------------------------------------------

A---------------------------------------------------------

E---------------------------------------------------------

E------------------------

B---7--9--7--5----------

G------------------------

D------------------------

A------------------------

E------------------------

Btw, is this a guy or girl? :

(If she/he was a he, he'll be a He with hot hair. If she/he was a she, she'll be a she with hotter hair. I think she's/he's Shane from the l word.)

2006-09-28T00:23:00.000-07:00

I'M GONNA ROCK LIKE A MOTHERF*CKER

Yes.Profanity is bad, so i shall censor what needs to be censored. Like...when im blogging now, I'd type f*ck instead of fuck. So all the small little om-paa-lum-pas can come read this profanity free blog post (:

Ive got alot to blog about today, so please bear with me. Lets start from the beginning. hmmm....That would be...yesterday night. EZZIE ROCKS MY SOCKS!! no seriously!!! You should hear her sing!!!

DAMN.
If only Kamini sang like that..then i wouldnt have to endure anymore of her erm...'average' singing. [no offense Kamini(: ]. Everybody!!! put your hands in the air and chant with me!!! EZZIE ROCKS!! EZZIE ROCKS!!! YEAH!!! LMAO. that was fun.

Man. I'd be Ezzie's fan if i wasnt the Veronica's already x) HEH. I went to the dentist.(yes again.) I have to go back again tomorrow.Today was a fun and tiring day. I'd be alseep if it wasnt for the powers of the computer.Heidi andi played games,LOADS of games.WHEE~! And yeah. I went around screaming 'I'M GONNA ROCK LIKE A MOTHERF*CKER!!' while holding my 'electric guitar'. There's a pic of my guitar below(: YUP. I also played '4 circles' with Heidi.(there's a pic of that too...) And 4 beautiful games of chess. I beat Heidi 4-0...BOOOYA!!!! Then Kamini went around taking pictures of....almost everything.

Oh. I almost forgot. KAMINI GOT EATEN BY A PLANT!!! heh.

The game, '4 circles.' Who invented it? I don't know.:

My table..well..the cover of my table. how many times can you spot the word 'Veronicas'? (:

My chair, where my backside rests.:

Last but not least, My guitar!!! (the yellow-orange one^^)

EZZIE SINGS LIKE AN ANGEL<3

2006-09-27T02:26:00.000-07:00

KIDDIES DON'T PLAY WITH THE GUITAR. YOU COULD HURT YOURSELF (:

I have officially given up on trying to change my font. I'm keeping it the way it is thank you very much (: Anyway, Heidi is a dirty minded freak. Yes! Finally there's someone who's more pervertic than me. And of cause, we have Kamini...who hardly knows what an erection is.

This post, by the way, is rated M18. YUP. no Kiddies allowed.^^

School today was Terrible.

Why? Heh. First...i had a MAJOR toothache. I went to the school dentist, she asked me to STOP CHEWING GUM. Like...OKAY!!! you dont have to drill my teeth so hard right?!? SHEESH.

The, on my way home with Heidi, she RANDOMLY told me that this....'horizontally enhanced' woman/girl(im not quite sure...)Had 3 nipples....LIKE I NEEDED TO KNOW THAT?

Oh yeah. during D&T i smuggled some stuffs outta the workshop...and with ALOT of help from Kamini, i turned it into beautiful Veronicas 'MERCH'.
Ive got pics (: But there terribly taken though. heh.

FIRST TAKE:

SECOND TAKE:

Sweet huh?!? If only i took the HUGE HUGE piece of acrylic...it'll look nicer...And yes, we got thrown out of class for Chinese...like...what's new?

CHOOGIE & LISSIE = LOVE

2006-09-26T04:36:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey (:

Just remembered that i had to post about what i wrote for my Chinese compo. If you aren't a veronicas Fan, you'd probably not know what's going on...so...yeah. Firstly, Letter writing was completely CRAP don't even know whos address to write...the recepient or mine? Ha. so i wrote mine (:

Anyways, my compo was Primary 1 kinda compo. I started...(in terrible chinese) "it was a sunday morning. " Yes. more marks for me! (i wish.)

Okay..before i go on. I have to tell y'alls that i hate and completely detest LOWIE. And i think Lisa rocks....and that they should NEVER be together.

So....My compo tittle was 'a unforgettable experience'. So i wrote that me and Lisa[In chinese :Li Sa ], yes Lisa^^ went for a jog...then we got hungry and went for luch at a coffeeshop.Then we met Le Yi [LOWIE=LE YI see the connection?] But Le Yi had to rush home...So he ran across the road and...

BAM!

He got knocked down...BOO YA! but of cause i didnt write 'booya' on my exam paper. That'll just be plain stupid. Anyways, (in the story) i called the ambulence...but they were too late.

Isn't that GREAT?

BYEBYE LOWIE(:

2006-09-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

We just LOVE Oral don't we?
Seriously, we don't.

At least the teacher was nice? Heh. I'm sorry to say this but....The boys in 1E1 are total wankers. CHOADS.
NOPE. i'm not gonna bitch bout them and waste my time...because my throbbing finger is giving me enough trouble.

TWITCH TWITCH..

EVERYONE should watch the 'making of EIN' it's Hiliarious, healthy, funny, and....IT'S ALL ABOUT THE VERONICAS(:

so...watch it! (:

I'm gonna Fail my Oral. because.....I stuttered, it was 12pm and i said 'Good Morning' and....because i used my 'Ang Moh' accent...which i have yet to prefect....so yeah. I sounded like a squeaking pig.

AND. Windows Media Player sucks as much as RealPlayer. Yes, I'm suffering from S.O.N withdrawal, No i can't seem to be able to watch it.....ANYWHERE.
I've tried everything; youtube, limewire...yahoo! search, google search...Fucking fools. opps. Profanity is bad. But hell? I'm in a bad mood...so don't get all yaa-baa-daa-baa-doo on me. Oh yeah....Mrs Wong is quite a nice person actually. Quite reasonable. Heh. Anyways, my art turned out like crap. Predictable much?

''Jess from The Veronicas is such a hottie.

I'd totally turn lesbian for her.''

-Quote from Jess...of The Veronicas(:

Yeah. Jess& Lisa are the FUNNIEST people alive.

I think they OWN.<3

2006-09-25T01:55:00.000-07:00

Yes.Today was a REAL eventful day. Why? TWO WORDS:Ask Heidi. Heh. It's a matter that should never be discussed on blogs...no matter who you are.

Also,let me tell you a funny story bout my mother. heh. One day, my mother was in the toilet....when her Handphone started ringing.

Me: Eh MA! Your phone!
Mother: Check who is it! [shouts from the toilet.]
Me: Chong K.k. Ma!!! Uncle Chong calling!!!
[All of a sudden, my mother comes out of the toilet and talks on the phone.]
*hangs up and walks towards toilet.*
Me: Where you going?
Mother : Toilet.I Haven't poo finish.

[few mins later]

Me: Ma!!! Phone!!!
Mother: Who?
Me: S.R Nadan!!
Mother: ASK HIM GO FLY KITE LAH.

LMAO.

Anyways, I'm sure I'd fail my paper1. I did the one on 'Dreams'....and completely went Off topic.

This is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world. (:

And,,,,,Chinese was a piece of cake. [yes im being sarcastic.] Now why in the world would anybody talk about calling the parents 2 times....or...how ruthless a taxi driver time would be? HEH. Stupidity at it's best.

Oh YEAH. you're right Ezzie!!!! I do LOVE you!!! WHEE. THANK YOU SOOOO MUCh for uploading 'the making of EIN'.[btw, how's Ethan?LOL.]

GEOG SUCKED.

GOODBYE(:

2006-09-24T02:41:00.000-07:00

"Parents are not rational people. Something happens when you get older...I think it's hormones. They'll grow on you so much so they won't have to focus on themselves...and all their CRAP"
-Ashley Davis A.K.A Mandy Musgrave.(S.O.N)

I guess it is pretty true huh? LMAO. They tagboard is finally ready! Kudos to cbox.com <3>

I'm trying to find the lyrics for Reapeat Offender's 'Red 4 u' & 'sweapt under the rug'....but i can't seem to find them anywhere. SHUCKS. OH YEAH! did i mention that i saw this really HOT guy at east point today? Yes, he's not Singaporean. No,im not joking. He's really hot though. Why can't Singaporeans look like him? Heh. no offence^^

I'M RACIST TO MY OWN KIND.

LMAO. I'm also waiting for youtube to get it's laggy ass back in place and load the vid a little faster. And i'll go look for lovely guitar tabs to play on Veronica[my new,SEXY&HOT guitar].

Much Love,
Janine.

2006-09-22T22:07:00.000-07:00

Is it just weird or what?!

How can anyone be as stupid as me? NO, im not joking (:

I'm sorry Jing foo[or whatever your name is..] I passed that comment way to loudly...and it happened to reach your ears...but that's your problem (:

You were the one that started the 'I-hate-you-Herman,-we're-not-friends-anymore' war. If you want to satrt this kinda lame wars, you must be able to accept the lame comments i seriously love to give.^^

My lovely new ACOUSTIC guitar!!!

Yes, Janine is a happy loser (: yeah,my mom just agreed to buy me a new guitar.

I feel good

as good as i would...

so good,

So good!

Youtube is laggy. I'm trying my best to refrain myself from sending hate mail to the youtube poeple. YES. It's so laggy that i have to wait 10 mins for a 5min show. neh. someone should make a new tube.x)Is it just me that hates youtube? Sheesh. Sure. I'ma lone warrior. To WAR with youtube.

Bless youtube.

AMEN.

VeronicasForver.<3

See ya^^;

2006-09-22T00:26:00.000-07:00

HALLELUJAH.

Somehow everything's gonna fall

Right in to place

If we only had a way

To make it all

Fall faster everyday

If only time flew like

A dove

God make it fly

Faster than I'm falling in love

This time we're not givin up

Let's make it last forever

Screamin

Hallelujah

We'll make it last forever

Holdin on to patience wearin thin

I can't force these eyes to see the end

If only time flew like

A dove

We could watch it fly

And just keep lookin up

This time we're not givin up

Let's make it last forever

Screamin

Hallelujah

We'll make it last forever

And we've got time

On our hands

And we've got

Got nothing but time on our hands

Got nothing but

Got nothing but time on our hands

This time we're not givin up

Let's make it last forever

Screamin

Hallelujah

Paramore.

2006-09-21T23:27:00.000-07:00

NO SERIOUSLY?

...yeah seriously. Much crap today....alright...LOADS of crap today. Well, what can i say? Halellujiah!!!

PARAMORE once more^^

Yeah. Haley Williams rocks.
Anyways, today's like any other day. Just that Herman cried...Mr Lee came out of the closet and told us he was a malaysian. WOAH.

Seriously though, won't Herman's tear tank ever dry up?!? Ahhh....He can do whatever he wants. I'm a rational person, i believe in human rights. (:

And, and, and, i thought i lost my phone...with all my beautiful Veronicas song and pictures along with it...

but....it just happily dropped out of my pocket...im my mom's car. [Thanks ALOT phone.]

...Had a fair share of bubble tea today..thanks to my 'dearest' sponsers, Kamini & Heidi. It's kinda weird that i dont really remember what i'm supposed to be doing right now...oh well.

For God's Sake Heidi, just PEE.

<3

2006-09-21T03:16:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT. First post....SWEEETTT!!!!!

lmao. trust me to say that... (:

Sweet day, nothing much to say...

Much love,
Janine. ^^

Veronicas-Addict

KIDDIES DON'T PLAY WITH THE GUITAR. YOU COULD HURT YOURSELF (:

CHOOGIE & LISSIE = LOVE

*BAM!*

BYEBYE LOWIE(:

LMAO.

I'M RACIST TO MY OWN KIND.

Is it just weird or what?!

My lovely new ACOUSTIC guitar!!!

AMEN.

BAM!